here are some pics taken on my 1st day of raya Oct 2006

my family. witout me in it. coz i was the camerawoman. lesson learnt.

to get a tripodstand nxt yr. period.

my 1st bro and family

my 2nd bro and family

my 3rd bro and family and maid with my parents.

my nephews

my nieces

anna my inspiration tonite

its been awhile since i last chatted with a gf on MSN. i chatted with anna. she's a gf to my 10yrs of frenship guyfren, Hairi. somehow i do not know how to relate her life story to mine. bt somehow. all i can say. i've been 'her' before. bt in a different storyline ofcoz.


our conversation goes well. though ive neva met anna before. i would reali love to though. aniway. in a short while. she managed to remind me, my old silly lovelife back when i was bare 16yrs of age. and hey. how hairi told her how we became frens.


Luxurious Senorita says:did hairi told u before how me and him know each other ?

anna says:i know ur one of his ex's friend

anna says:two friends

anna says:right?

anna says:hehehehe

Luxurious Senorita says:HAHAHHAHAHAHHA

Luxurious Senorita says:mampos.


ok seriously. thanks eh hairi. u kinda blew it la. i mean its so embrassing tau tak. telling anna my old story. aniway i had my fair share of monkey love. all i can say. it was 'fun'. and since then. me and hairi still frens til now. kewl huh. despite us not staying in da same area, not in da same secondary skul and ofcoz me being his 2 frens ex-gf. haha.


back to anna. well. reading her entries. EVERYDAY. gotta admit im a FAN. aniway. here is my blog and im gonna have my say rite here rite now. well just normal random ranting dat is in my head rite now. no offence ya.

here it goes:-
well enuff is enuff. stop doing this silly things. its making a fool of urself. seriously. y bother bout him when u stop bothering few yrs back. i still remember talking to dear guyfren. he's lost and was still waiting for u. and now dat he's finally back on track, loving her, u wanna get into the love story and make a mess of everything they have now. i've neva seen him so in love til now. and honestly. please stop it. or maybe u're just bored. well. SUKA HATI KAU LA. ive seen u before last time. but we neva spoke. we kinda just noe names dats all. and just perhaps smiles from a far. seen ur pics before. bt come on gerl. please give them a break or 2.


to anna and hairi. please stay strong. be stronger each day. don let this be a matter of despair and more sad endings. show them that u can. be happy. be happier. each day.

again. how it used to relate to mine.?? well. senang kata. ive been called names. received phncalls. prank calls. ppl wanna beat me up. reason coz they tot i was the one who was looking for her since she was the present gf. but no. she came to me. talked to me. talked bout him and her. and in return. she backstabbed me. and he was my enemy. bt all i can say. its been a yr plus i've last seen him. dat was my monkey lovestory. now he's happy with a new gf of more den 3yrs. and me happily engaged. only that i didnt wanna invite him. reason.? well. there is no reason. we are as perfect as strangers.

to hubby: dear. jgn mara ok. im not trying to be kepo and mess with other ppl lovelife. i hav my own to care bout. its jus random ranting after chatting with anna. muacks!

Yea! Yea! Besok Hari Raya

to be honest since the beginning of last week. i was feeling lethargic from Monday. and the days seemed draggy throughout. i was feeling Friday when it was only Thursday morning. And at the end of the thursday evening. i was already half 'dead'. whining nonstop...


just a random rantings for today. after reading Tina's latest entry. 1st paragraph quoted:-

"girls are getting more gorgeous tis days. wen i surf frendster, i surf hot girls profiles, becoming more lesbian, envying their pics, and going wow hotshit. why are we getting more gorgeous?? hah. no idea. "


i gotta to agree with her lyke 101%. well to think of it. me and her kinda da same but not too similar. ryte tina *winks*..aniway back to the topic. yup. gerls are getting HOTTER by the minute. I've always adore looking at some gerls pictures. They are gorgeous. i shall not name names here. but hey. neva i would expect a hot babe would actually wanna get a lil something2 with me. yes. at times i love looking adoring them. simply coz they are hot, sexy beings.but recently, a HOT BABE. and i meant it. dropped me a msg and wanna get kinky. no kidding. overall im just really flattered. bt at da same time, im scared as hell. NEVA could i imagine doing it with my own kind, though i do have some fantasy but still it does not mean i'll do it ryte. She's so nice looking and all. but i gotta drop the offer. I then told her that im not dat kinda gerl. i got to be honest and not try to be someone im not ryte. and i told her a guyfren of mine wuld reali like to noe her. and yet. til now. she still have not replied my msg.all i can say. TOO BAD for my guyfren. coz she has the HOTS for me. not U.. Whahahahaha..


2nd ranting: i gotta be honest to all. dat i don usuali do the house chores. help my mom and all. bt as i grew up. i began to realise how bad i was leaving it all to mak. i began to start doing the cleaning up, help her out with the cutting, peeling and etc.. and i neva eva had my hands dirty before. u can start to say.. 'anak dara apa nie?'..all my 3 brothers said that to me before. bt since i started being a lil helpful. some ppl. ok lets just put this. my CUSINS would teased me til they can actuali cry afta laughing so hard. just becz they cant believe wat they see. ive always bn pampered by everyting especiali by my mom. and she still does the same now. she would prepare my meal on a plate with my drink. and would call me up nicely to eat.i simply love my mom.


and this year. i wanted so much to bake some cookies. and the fers attempt went well yesterday. thanks to hubby, sis sila and ofcoz my future mother in law.since it went well. i would wanna bake some on monday for my 2nd sis in law and for my mom. i want her to be proud of me. yea. its just cookie. bt i've neva done it before. my entire 23 yrs. how pathetic ppl wuld say bout me for being the most laziest anak perempuan eva. i hope my mom will be proud of me though.. *hopeful*


on weekend i did chocolate chip cookie and cheese cookie with hubby. yeahness. i neva knew it would be this fun. and this year's celebration somehow means alot to me. since i tried to make some coookies and ofcoz. this yr im happily engaged to him. I just wanna look elegant on the 1st day of raya, simply becoz we will be in white.. *ok step cam nikah gitu kn..* Yeahness!!


to all Muslim readers. I wuld like to wish you Selamat menyambut Hari raya Aildilfitri yg akan menjelang tiba. Seandai ye ada silap and salah, terkasar bahasa atau tersikap kurang ajar, maafkan la Nurul Sekeluarga. Halalkn la makan minum ku selama kita berkenalan.


YEAH. besok dah RAYA....

another random rantings

as i went to the pond area chatting with zulie for a moment. the cold wind got me all shivering. bt putting a smily face coz i manage to fit into my 'ya ampun' old jeans which is probably a size '27'.. or did i just forced my butt to fit it. haha. watever it is.im trying my best to loose some pounds. tummy area giving me the most horrible craziest problem EVA.

i don understand y some ppl say im crazy. coz they say im 'slim' or 'kering' already. y need to loose the pounds?. well. maybe im over-reactingtrying whole lot of ways to get rid of the excess fats. however thank god for Ramadhan and some solution. it kinda work. somehow.just got to continue doing this. and after raya. nana suggested to head down back to the gym. well this time i hope im nt gonna be lazy again.


apart from weight issues. ive another issue. its the hair issue. for those who noes the condition of my hair. its dry. brittle and right side is longer than the left one.ok.this part i kinda wanted it so much. so yea. bt now. i wanna highlight my hair. and do normal straightening to my hair and CUT the longer side.confusion. i even dreamt that it will be super ugly after i cut it. i noe some ppl has this hairstyle and each tyme i saw these chinese gerls. i envied them.coz their hair is much nicer den mine. their left/right longer side is LONGER and nicer and FUNK-ier. Arrgghh. i saw a chinese gerl with dat kinda hairstyle in da train and i cant stop looking at her HAIR. geram!!!


anihoos. today marks the 20th day we celebratin ramadhan. and its coming to an end soon. its kinda sad. month of ramadhan is the month where we often get together. catch things up afta so long.be happy. no worries. coz its a wonderful special month. anihoos. still have yet to get ourselves another pair baju raya. aiming for purple. since we got white for our 1st day.. perhaps purple will be forthe cusins to cusins place. all in all. im excited. and sad that 11/11/06 will be da last outing with Tina huney.


ok i think i shall stop here before i start to cry again. toodles.


on another note. Congrats to Nargis. Newpaper Newface 2006. See Marius I told u, ur gf damn HOT la...

so soon

i cried when i read her email. i then smsed her. and she told me its 2nd dec. thats so soon. sooner den i tot it will be. i'll be missing her so much. heart u gerl. hugs.

Latina

i've bn listening to my dear DJ's mixtape everyday. lurving his latest mixtape too. i gotta admit dat i'm hooked to Ragga. The dance moves, the beats.. and most of all the language.

I've been into 'latin' since early poly days. since then i learnt the 'online spanish' to know some basic words. I took Spanish as an elective module in poly. So glad that I got in and i did well for the exams. spoken and written.

All Im saying is. Dont just love the music, but understand the words they are saying.

in short. the video i just added is my personal fav for now. its one of the song mixed in DJ Ruxta's Mixtape. To those who wanna see/hear what my MR DJ can do. DJ Ruxta and DJ SY will be having a showcase on DEC the 1st. Venue and time to be confirm. who knows. u mite be able to grab his latest mixtape.

and ZOUKOUT will be on the 9th DEC. for more info. Grab the latest JUICE magazine.

Summarised

splendid week spent. endless chatting wit nana. finally get to meet Ruxta without worries. break fast with poly-mates. laughter and tina's antics neva bore me and neva will. *wink*

working my ass-off at work. 6days a week. 8-10hrs in a day. kewlness. still i am surviving. coz last month. 28th Sept 06. marked my 2yrs werking here.

wow..!!

this weekend gonna b another hectic week for me. thursday out wit zulie. friday meeting at bugis. sat-projecting my hair and sun-sentosa, to collect my islander card and geylang to look for interesting baju for me and him.

and one last thing to say. I miss MARIA!!!!!.....

Cookie. u gotta meet kikin real soon ohkay. missing u much-much. Give me a holler ayte.

DAY SURGERY

nerve wrecking moment. long awaited procedure. at last. at 3pm he was called in. 3hrs later. i saw him and felt relieved when i saw him talking to the nurse.

Alhamdulillah. my dad's ok. now he's a pirate. right eyed pirate. and this yr. he'll be celebrating raya with dat. i wuld lyke to thank Tina, Zulie, Nana and Sham for ur concerns.

But definately not forgetting my Fiance. DJ Ruxta gave me a surprise visit yesterday. I had a HARD tyme waking him up in the morning. then received a sms frm him telling me he'll be late for work. but at 1plus. there he was walking in to the Day Surgery. I tot i was dreaming. Classic antic frm dear mom.. "eh kin, tu mcm arin je.."... me: mak! tu memang arin pun... All i can say, she was glad to see him there too..

To my DJ Ruxta:

Hubby.. thanks for coming over surprising me and mak. I felt much better with u by my side. Though im still missing you as much despite the 1 week of missing-ness.. You are my strength and pure weakness. It was sweet of you to take leave from werk just to accompany me. Those long awaited hours til u slept while sitting down, the 'tak seberapa' iftar with my family, and the uncomfortable seating position in bus 39 to Khatib. (i shuld have chosen a bigger space for u.. sorry dear)... All i can say is I TRULY LOVE YOU. I wuld like to thank you again and i believe my parents feel the same way too.. Thank you so much Hubby.. Muacks!!