new hairstyle. new hair colour. bt i still like her the same.
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Beyonce and Shakira latest vid (Beautiful Liar) gave me the sizzling sensation. WOW! so Hawt!
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afta i posted that long entry, i received another msg from another gf of mine that evening. needed my suggestion badly.despite her 2 page sms, i replied her a short and sweet msg, straight to the point but ofcoz she was clueless of why i chosed dat instead.2 job offers. 1 in KL with privileges and house and the other is a drafting job in SG which pay more than her current job. she explained y she needed a high paying job and i kinda understand wad she's going thro and wad she would wanna do. and so i chosed drafting in SG.
number was awesomely huge and she has the experience in it and good at it too. so why not go for it rite?
main reason. she was worried of wad others mite say about her quiting the current job..my answer was "don give a fark to wad ppl say.. coz they don live your life."
and so. i guess she kinda agreed with me at some point. i hope she did send her resume that night and i hope she nailed that job.
afta all that chatting with her.. i told myself.. "should i be a part time career consultant?" hahaha.. mcm faham aje!
number was awesomely huge and she has the experience in it and good at it too. so why not go for it rite?
main reason. she was worried of wad others mite say about her quiting the current job..my answer was "don give a fark to wad ppl say.. coz they don live your life."
and so. i guess she kinda agreed with me at some point. i hope she did send her resume that night and i hope she nailed that job.
afta all that chatting with her.. i told myself.. "should i be a part time career consultant?" hahaha.. mcm faham aje!
different people have different aspect in life, mission and vision. some are career-minded well some prefer to laze around. some prefer to shop and be a full time bitch instead. some prefer to study til Poly,Degree, Master, etc.. while some would really wanna settle down and have their own family.
well. typically. some might say dat malay girls prefer to be married early and bear children and stay home. be a great wife and mother. some choose to be this way while some was forced by their parents.
there were some views given to me. some commented dat im too young to be engaged. to have a husband in 2 yrs time. to have my own family and so on so forth...
I maybe old enuff but nt too young to get engage and have my own family soon. but my parents are not getting younger to see me walking that aisle either. stating the fact that i was in love with him 7 to 8 yrs ago. it took us 7 years to finally tie the knot.
Long relationship doesnt always ends with marriage and it doesnt mean short ones don make it.
we did not do this coz we have to but its because we want to.
doesnt mean married woman don have future and not career-minded. we are in the modern world. bt come on. u gotta admit. at somepoint of time u would really wanna settle down.
not now. bt at the age of 30 or so. u figure out the number.
After 7 yrs plus being together, i cant wait for our marriage. Preparing for GFs and cusins wedding made me wiser and at the same time it helps me to prepare myself better. i learnt from them alot.i hope i don fall in the same trap. most of all. Money is the root of all evil. trust me. they are! plus the dugaan is somewhat harder each time.
I may look like the typical malay girl. diamond ring on my right hand. walking hand in hand with my beloved fiance. happy together. but behind it all. happiness is something u need to work on.
Im no expert in relationship. i am still working on mine. we both are. im contented that we both found each other, fall in love and got engaged.
its all about wad u wanna do for urself; ur life; ur future.....
if u wanna continue study. go on and pursue the diploma of ur choice. u gotta talk things out to your parents. that education is more important to u now compared to marriage in 2-3 yrs time. don do things u don wish to do yet. most of all don regret it. if dats wat they had in mind for u. please do make the best to get out from it and instead of dissappointing them, give them your other opinions. like i suggested to u. hope they are willing to listen and accept ur decision. don cry out of misery and confusion. work ur way out. trust me. dats the only solution. crying wont make it any better.
while one of my gf who do not even know wad she want now, in life.
to her. cheer up and do some soul searching. we have nt been meeting up ever since the bf appear. not that i against the bf but i find it weird to accept that he's checking on her wenever she's wit me. she smsed me earlier this morning, well im glad she did. i was more egoistic. i didnt wanna sms her therefore i waited for her instead. reason. somehow i am 'forgotten' bt remembered wen NEEDED. since the new bf is around. well, i told myself that i was der when she's broke down and leading a single life. bt now dat she's 'attached', i would rather leave her alone. am i that bad?! well. i don care sometimes. still i wished her all da best and to take care of herself. im here whenever she needs me.
another gf of mine. did not get through the silkair interview. and now looking for a full time job.
im more open to her choices. infact i was able to crack my brain and give her some of the jobs i think suits her. well she did gave it a shot and send in her resume. now we just wait. while she keeps herself busy with Floorball practice for the upcoming April league and works part time on weekends. spend time with her bf, family and friends. she showed me another job advertisement earlier, bt i kinda dampen her hope on dat. reason i don think it suits her personality. and knowing her. i know she wont like it either. lets just wait for the reply from that fitness centre.
once again.its all about wad u wanna do for urself. i did had my own fall on career and wad i wanna do in life. instead it was an eye opener, to see and hear ppl come up to me on this issue.... im somehow glad dat i could help alil and i do wish for the best for my frens...
well. typically. some might say dat malay girls prefer to be married early and bear children and stay home. be a great wife and mother. some choose to be this way while some was forced by their parents.
there were some views given to me. some commented dat im too young to be engaged. to have a husband in 2 yrs time. to have my own family and so on so forth...
I maybe old enuff but nt too young to get engage and have my own family soon. but my parents are not getting younger to see me walking that aisle either. stating the fact that i was in love with him 7 to 8 yrs ago. it took us 7 years to finally tie the knot.
Long relationship doesnt always ends with marriage and it doesnt mean short ones don make it.
we did not do this coz we have to but its because we want to.
doesnt mean married woman don have future and not career-minded. we are in the modern world. bt come on. u gotta admit. at somepoint of time u would really wanna settle down.
not now. bt at the age of 30 or so. u figure out the number.
After 7 yrs plus being together, i cant wait for our marriage. Preparing for GFs and cusins wedding made me wiser and at the same time it helps me to prepare myself better. i learnt from them alot.i hope i don fall in the same trap. most of all. Money is the root of all evil. trust me. they are! plus the dugaan is somewhat harder each time.
I may look like the typical malay girl. diamond ring on my right hand. walking hand in hand with my beloved fiance. happy together. but behind it all. happiness is something u need to work on.
Im no expert in relationship. i am still working on mine. we both are. im contented that we both found each other, fall in love and got engaged.
its all about wad u wanna do for urself; ur life; ur future.....
if u wanna continue study. go on and pursue the diploma of ur choice. u gotta talk things out to your parents. that education is more important to u now compared to marriage in 2-3 yrs time. don do things u don wish to do yet. most of all don regret it. if dats wat they had in mind for u. please do make the best to get out from it and instead of dissappointing them, give them your other opinions. like i suggested to u. hope they are willing to listen and accept ur decision. don cry out of misery and confusion. work ur way out. trust me. dats the only solution. crying wont make it any better.
while one of my gf who do not even know wad she want now, in life.
to her. cheer up and do some soul searching. we have nt been meeting up ever since the bf appear. not that i against the bf but i find it weird to accept that he's checking on her wenever she's wit me. she smsed me earlier this morning, well im glad she did. i was more egoistic. i didnt wanna sms her therefore i waited for her instead. reason. somehow i am 'forgotten' bt remembered wen NEEDED. since the new bf is around. well, i told myself that i was der when she's broke down and leading a single life. bt now dat she's 'attached', i would rather leave her alone. am i that bad?! well. i don care sometimes. still i wished her all da best and to take care of herself. im here whenever she needs me.
another gf of mine. did not get through the silkair interview. and now looking for a full time job.
im more open to her choices. infact i was able to crack my brain and give her some of the jobs i think suits her. well she did gave it a shot and send in her resume. now we just wait. while she keeps herself busy with Floorball practice for the upcoming April league and works part time on weekends. spend time with her bf, family and friends. she showed me another job advertisement earlier, bt i kinda dampen her hope on dat. reason i don think it suits her personality. and knowing her. i know she wont like it either. lets just wait for the reply from that fitness centre.
once again.its all about wad u wanna do for urself. i did had my own fall on career and wad i wanna do in life. instead it was an eye opener, to see and hear ppl come up to me on this issue.... im somehow glad dat i could help alil and i do wish for the best for my frens...
im sori u were dissappointed in me. i was only trying to help, to do beta for us.i love u. i really do. and i miss u. oh i cant wait for this weekend so I can be by ur side..
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Tina was in SG on Tuesday. Met her @ her place. She's still da same Tina. Flirtatious, Loud, Crazy and Irritating. But tastier; juicier. *Yum* Hahaha.
-------------------& Happy Birthday to my dear 'belo' gf.. Rinn. See u tmr gerl.. Hugs!!
have u eva tot dat life's beginning to be boring. everyday work task and more began to be da most pain-in-the-ass-mutherfuckers. well. im one of them.
last nite as i forced myself to sleep. after dat super long afternoon 'nap' i still culd make myself doze off pretty much aniwer. i was thinking dat da next day is a monday. the usual dull boring monday. then i tot of something reali stupid. sumthin like. "should i quit my job and try silkair?!". yes. i did had dat tot. reason this coming 10th march. silkair is having the walk-in- interview. one of my gf is trying her luck on this. well as for me. nope! not a follower bt more to taking the risk and finding out wat actuali i reali want for myself. as i was stoning and dreaming, ofcoz i turned myself in. slept like a pig.
once again i was having the tot of switchin line. i graduated in Dip of Electronic Computer Engineering. currently having the 'glamorous' title of Analyst Programmer bt my business card state Assistant Programmer though. so go figure my jobscope. im much of a multi tasker cum secretary. somehow getting sick of it bt hey life still goes on. i do my work and i get paid. so wth.
just tot switching lines will be 'great' referring to some of my frens who are not doing wat they learnt. well again. i tot of taking the risk and find out wat bigger prospective image or value is there instore for me...
as i switched on my laptop. i began to think. am i someone who dare to take risk?! the answer is obviously a big NO! i am not a risk taker. i am such a coward in trying new things. pursuing new things. in a new environment. i often stuck doing something i start off with. example here. COMPUTER. some find my job is as boring as hell. coding, programming, end users, reports, documents and not forgetting meetings as often as gossip session. den something struck me hard...
i gave a hard smack on my forehead to have tots of switching lines and so on. eventuali all that tots came and gave me the wildest imagination of 'fying' or maybe some interesting job. bt looking at the income im bringing home, its nt bad after all. and thinking that this mite not be the rite job for me, i tot of something else. to learn something. to upgrade myself. and probably take sometin as a freelance..
a fren did dampen my hope to 'fly' bt i accepted the advice.
well. work has its pros and cons.
i learnt that im sitting here thinking that others have a beta life, job compared to me.. bt i wont know if that same person is looking at me and thinkin the same way.. it made me feel that i am doing well and gave me a better view of other aspect in career..
last nite as i forced myself to sleep. after dat super long afternoon 'nap' i still culd make myself doze off pretty much aniwer. i was thinking dat da next day is a monday. the usual dull boring monday. then i tot of something reali stupid. sumthin like. "should i quit my job and try silkair?!". yes. i did had dat tot. reason this coming 10th march. silkair is having the walk-in- interview. one of my gf is trying her luck on this. well as for me. nope! not a follower bt more to taking the risk and finding out wat actuali i reali want for myself. as i was stoning and dreaming, ofcoz i turned myself in. slept like a pig.
once again i was having the tot of switchin line. i graduated in Dip of Electronic Computer Engineering. currently having the 'glamorous' title of Analyst Programmer bt my business card state Assistant Programmer though. so go figure my jobscope. im much of a multi tasker cum secretary. somehow getting sick of it bt hey life still goes on. i do my work and i get paid. so wth.
just tot switching lines will be 'great' referring to some of my frens who are not doing wat they learnt. well again. i tot of taking the risk and find out wat bigger prospective image or value is there instore for me...
as i switched on my laptop. i began to think. am i someone who dare to take risk?! the answer is obviously a big NO! i am not a risk taker. i am such a coward in trying new things. pursuing new things. in a new environment. i often stuck doing something i start off with. example here. COMPUTER. some find my job is as boring as hell. coding, programming, end users, reports, documents and not forgetting meetings as often as gossip session. den something struck me hard...
i gave a hard smack on my forehead to have tots of switching lines and so on. eventuali all that tots came and gave me the wildest imagination of 'fying' or maybe some interesting job. bt looking at the income im bringing home, its nt bad after all. and thinking that this mite not be the rite job for me, i tot of something else. to learn something. to upgrade myself. and probably take sometin as a freelance..
a fren did dampen my hope to 'fly' bt i accepted the advice.
well. work has its pros and cons.
i learnt that im sitting here thinking that others have a beta life, job compared to me.. bt i wont know if that same person is looking at me and thinkin the same way.. it made me feel that i am doing well and gave me a better view of other aspect in career..
Public X won the Show Me What You Got Battle! Congrats to the boys. They did a superb job. Great showcase, Powerful 3 MCs and 1 Hot DJ. (*melts*) *winks
& not forgetting the energetic supporters.
shasha, maria and narayumi
Tub-e, shasha, dil & maria
AC
Fai aka Influent
Azrael
Dj Ruxta
The Supporters
Announcement by Garuda
Public X
im so happy this morning when i read tina's latest entry. she's coming back to SG next week for a short transit from Doha to go JKT. on the 6th she will be in SG, next day she will be flyin off to JKT and on the 9th back in SG and Sat, 10th flying back to Doha. watever it is. ive arrange for the *api-api* atrium ppl to meet up on the 9th March, evening at her place.
Yeahness!!
and btw, whoever is going tonite to Attica under guestlist. pls be in the club before 10pm aite.
im so excited for Public X. Good luck boys. and ofcoz my only love, DJ Ruxta. Muacks!
Yeahness!!
and btw, whoever is going tonite to Attica under guestlist. pls be in the club before 10pm aite.
im so excited for Public X. Good luck boys. and ofcoz my only love, DJ Ruxta. Muacks!
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