have u eva tot dat life's beginning to be boring. everyday work task and more began to be da most pain-in-the-ass-mutherfuckers. well. im one of them.
last nite as i forced myself to sleep. after dat super long afternoon 'nap' i still culd make myself doze off pretty much aniwer. i was thinking dat da next day is a monday. the usual dull boring monday. then i tot of something reali stupid. sumthin like. "should i quit my job and try silkair?!". yes. i did had dat tot. reason this coming 10th march. silkair is having the walk-in- interview. one of my gf is trying her luck on this. well as for me. nope! not a follower bt more to taking the risk and finding out wat actuali i reali want for myself. as i was stoning and dreaming, ofcoz i turned myself in. slept like a pig.
once again i was having the tot of switchin line. i graduated in Dip of Electronic Computer Engineering. currently having the 'glamorous' title of Analyst Programmer bt my business card state Assistant Programmer though. so go figure my jobscope. im much of a multi tasker cum secretary. somehow getting sick of it bt hey life still goes on. i do my work and i get paid. so wth.
just tot switching lines will be 'great' referring to some of my frens who are not doing wat they learnt. well again. i tot of taking the risk and find out wat bigger prospective image or value is there instore for me...
as i switched on my laptop. i began to think. am i someone who dare to take risk?! the answer is obviously a big NO! i am not a risk taker. i am such a coward in trying new things. pursuing new things. in a new environment. i often stuck doing something i start off with. example here. COMPUTER. some find my job is as boring as hell. coding, programming, end users, reports, documents and not forgetting meetings as often as gossip session. den something struck me hard...
i gave a hard smack on my forehead to have tots of switching lines and so on. eventuali all that tots came and gave me the wildest imagination of 'fying' or maybe some interesting job. bt looking at the income im bringing home, its nt bad after all. and thinking that this mite not be the rite job for me, i tot of something else. to learn something. to upgrade myself. and probably take sometin as a freelance..
a fren did dampen my hope to 'fly' bt i accepted the advice.
well. work has its pros and cons.
i learnt that im sitting here thinking that others have a beta life, job compared to me.. bt i wont know if that same person is looking at me and thinkin the same way.. it made me feel that i am doing well and gave me a better view of other aspect in career..
last nite as i forced myself to sleep. after dat super long afternoon 'nap' i still culd make myself doze off pretty much aniwer. i was thinking dat da next day is a monday. the usual dull boring monday. then i tot of something reali stupid. sumthin like. "should i quit my job and try silkair?!". yes. i did had dat tot. reason this coming 10th march. silkair is having the walk-in- interview. one of my gf is trying her luck on this. well as for me. nope! not a follower bt more to taking the risk and finding out wat actuali i reali want for myself. as i was stoning and dreaming, ofcoz i turned myself in. slept like a pig.
once again i was having the tot of switchin line. i graduated in Dip of Electronic Computer Engineering. currently having the 'glamorous' title of Analyst Programmer bt my business card state Assistant Programmer though. so go figure my jobscope. im much of a multi tasker cum secretary. somehow getting sick of it bt hey life still goes on. i do my work and i get paid. so wth.
just tot switching lines will be 'great' referring to some of my frens who are not doing wat they learnt. well again. i tot of taking the risk and find out wat bigger prospective image or value is there instore for me...
as i switched on my laptop. i began to think. am i someone who dare to take risk?! the answer is obviously a big NO! i am not a risk taker. i am such a coward in trying new things. pursuing new things. in a new environment. i often stuck doing something i start off with. example here. COMPUTER. some find my job is as boring as hell. coding, programming, end users, reports, documents and not forgetting meetings as often as gossip session. den something struck me hard...
i gave a hard smack on my forehead to have tots of switching lines and so on. eventuali all that tots came and gave me the wildest imagination of 'fying' or maybe some interesting job. bt looking at the income im bringing home, its nt bad after all. and thinking that this mite not be the rite job for me, i tot of something else. to learn something. to upgrade myself. and probably take sometin as a freelance..
a fren did dampen my hope to 'fly' bt i accepted the advice.
well. work has its pros and cons.
i learnt that im sitting here thinking that others have a beta life, job compared to me.. bt i wont know if that same person is looking at me and thinkin the same way.. it made me feel that i am doing well and gave me a better view of other aspect in career..
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