A small remark from a friend did put on smile to my face on sunday.
Lil that I noe she do take me as one of the best performer she knew back in the school days.
Recently she got a project for Deeparaya @ Buangkok CC (18th Oct) and sent me a message thro friendster on 21/9. The usual me, I rarely open up my friendster acc and only managed to know bout this on 28/09. So much interested, I texted another friend asking for her hp num and I knew since I was late on responding to her, the 2 places were taken up already.
But I was expecting much just that I do miss performing and always wanted to 'Joget Zapin'. I do hope there will be next one, so I could try my luck on tarian again and I bet my tarian movements are very karat already. She did told me if there is another slot, she will update me and if I can fit it in my schedule it will be great. Thanks Ani for believing in me and believe that we both have the 'Tarian Chemistry'. :)
On the other hand RuxtA is unsure if I can cope with all these. Just afraid that my interest will deferred to something else after much decision to be part of the modelling school. To me, both are different as it is and no doubt I like doing both. If I do not have any assignments, it will be a waste not to dance my way thro just like the old times. Well that's my point of view, RuxtA has his own sideline job while I do too only on "luck" basis. Whatever it is dear, I do need your support on this dear.. Love you..
Oh yes!! GST money is in.
hence my title: 'More Money More Problem'.. Yap. More damage to the acc (Air Max & Kanye West tix??) hmm.. for now im not pretty sure yet.. (sigh)
Anihoos, 2 more days to lebaran. woohoo! To add on my last saturday was madness. Whole afternoon til 2200hrs at sentosa then rushed down for the Clark Quay River Fest til late and chill out with XS.1 Crew til 0200hrs. all i can say is penat giler! but great company and it's bn awhile we (me & RuxtA) hang out with the crazee Jatt (Fudge Crew/BBoy/Graffiti Artist).
Sundowner
27th Sept 08
1800hrs - 2300hrs
Cool deck, Siloso Beach Sentosa
Free Admission (Entry Fee only upon entering Sentosa)
Last saturday of this month, do head down to Cool Deck, Siloso Beach, Sentosa. E-tracx the dj store and school will be doing a showcase every last saturday of the month. With their namely profound DJs like KoFlow, ShellSuit, Rough and XS.One dj RuxtA are among the Djs lineup. MC Garuda will the MC and breaking down with the juggling and scratching will be B-Boy Crew Radikal Forze (RF) and Fuyo. Filling up the full hiphop elements will be Graffiti Artists Scope and Trase.
This 27th Sept, KoFlow + Rough + RuxtA will be spinning. Therefore if you like/love any of these Djs, do come down this 27th sept to Sentosa. For the muslims, if you are not travelling down Geylang Serai that saturday, come break fast and party with us. :) Would love to see close friends/family there too. Show your love support for these Djs and to E-tracx.
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CQ River Festival 2008
(Taken from http://65hope.com/blog/)
While every Singaporeans are going crazy about the F1 Race (and some pretty mad about the road closure), DJ KoFlow is on fire this weekend with three shows back to back. First up, he will be playing at Siloso Beach with his fellow mates like DJ Rough, DJ Shellsuit, DJ Ruxta and MC Garuda. The event will start from 6pm till late, held at Cool Deck, Siloso Beach and its FREE admission! So if you’re going to the beach this weekend, dont forget to chill out with your friends, enjoy the magnificent view, groove to great music, sip on your favourite drink and party the night away!
Another set he will be playing is at the Bubble Lounge, Singapore Flyer. We dont have much info about it, but we reckon there will be room for anyone by now. Its one of the best place to catch the race.
Last but not least, the CQ River Festival which started last weekend is dedicating hip-hop this Saturday. Besides DJ KoFlow, MC Vandal (CA), Arabyrd (KL) and Freaky Z will also be rocking the stage together. The event starts from 10pm, held at Central Atrium and again, its FREE admission! So dress nice, gather your friends, go public and come party at the CQ River Festival this weekend. You seriously wouldnt want to miss this! For more information about the CQ River Festival visit their website.
We hope to see ya’ll there, and if you see our street team with the ‘I heart 65′ stickers, dont forget to flirt with the cameras. Just like how Freaky Z always say, ‘nothing feels better than a Saturday night’… Peace! 
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and i will be at both places..RuxtA will be spinning at Sentosa and will be joining Freaky Z at night for the CQ River Festival. Best of all his mentor.. Ko Flow will be spinning there too. Yessa!!!
Happy Weekend to all. I just finish baking 340 Cheezy Starz for 3 different who take order :) Thanks for supporting me ya.. and just finish doing kuih layang-layang. So semangat like dat. few more days left to lebaran. Yeahness!
Good morning sunshines. despite the fact its a totally wet wednesday.
anihoos. i decided to skip the ritual of sleeping in the morning and bloghopped instead. some interesting things happening especially when raya is coming along. many has done their shopping while some might be doing a very last minute one. like most will say they do not have the "semangat" raya in them this year.
so as to speak, this year im more excited than anyone. just the reason that this will be my last raya being single. then next, i just tot of doing good deeds to my family and also some friends who did not have much to spend for raya due to problems. (not boasting here alrite)
Glad I did just that and i managed to actually get few people to order some cookies from me. FYI, im not a good baker plus the fact i can't cook at all. hopefully soon, once i picked up great cooking skills from my mom, insya'allah i will be 'isteri misali'. amin.
Nonetheless, few issues has got me all worked out causing nothing but spinning headaches.
With marriage preparation on going (9 more months to go til big day), planning for a new house and etc. Getting everyone to agreed is really stressing me out. All I wanna is for everyone to be happy. Don mind me, I've always put others 1st before me. (closeones should noe me best on this). I do not wanna any disagreement or even misunderstanding. I really hope this can work out well soon after raya or atleast when all settle by end of this year.
Well with that got me all worked out whole of yesterday, adding on to my evening was nothing but more stress or should I say anger.
I was filled with nothing but shame and anger but all I could do is watch the 'drama'. Tho I'm part of the family, I can't possibly tell him off. It will be a total disrespect on my part. But still I feel so ashamed and angry coz he let them down; all of us down. Due to this loads of stress and worries, I let it out to RuxtA which was really wrong on my part once again. I'm really sorry dear for calling you and being rude when at the first place I was not in the right frame of mind to be talking to anyone. i love you so much and i am sorry. i know you are really upset me still coz you have the angry tone when I called u up this morning.
Today I hope I get to distress alil despite the meetings and work to do. all thanks to my team lead who is on 3 days leave and leaving me in-charge.Will be going out to Suntec City with Zulie as she wanna check out the Levi's Warehouse Sale. I brought my dslr along so I hope I get to capture anything interesting today just to cheer myself up.
Alright all. Gotta start with work now.
Have a great wednesday!
My thoughts ran wild; so wild that it turned to sleep.
Yes. A cooling monday morning indeed, having to walk from the flat all to the way to the pickup point was nuthing but a drag. Dear brother on night-shift this week hence the need to walk on our two feets. yes call me lazy. come on its a monday plus it was 0550 mind you!
As soon as i got into the bus, inserted my loveable Audiotechnica earphones and blast (softly) new downloaded tracks. Closed my eyes and next thing I knew I was woken up by lights which only means we have arrived. Badly need sleep, walked as brisk as posibble, took the elavator up walked again to my desk and there you go, the continuation of my sleep (it was 0645hrs btw) and i only start work at 0730hrs.
Hey don't get me wrong not that I am complaining of the working hours just my not-usual lazy mundane monday! Plus 7 more days and it will be my 4 years anniversary here in this company. My only tot now is MORE years to come. Screw my 5 years bond (made up myself). Due to some reorganisation withing my department, I've decided to do a switch fresh next January and due to dat I've cleared all confusion and decided I need to be here for another 2-3 more years. (Bah!)
Ok I think it's time for me to start doing my work now (looked at time dang! 0900hrs)
Malas bole.?!!!
TGIS! (thank god its saturday)
After a tiring day settling the raya cookies for my phamily. I'm back here in office to clear the 1 day pending work. lucky for me there isn't much. But I still have to complete the system development for user acceptance test that I've planned and 1 more pending report.to be completed.
Goodness it is a saturday and all I wanna do is sit back and relax my mind for a moment. Yes and the fact that I've actually blogging. Precisely, I just cleared few emails that badly needed my attention and while listening to Neyo - Closer/Day 26 - Since, I just preferred to do this (blog).
The itch has finally disappeared. well for the past 2 days atleast however, i just hope it is gone for good. Rashes has turned to dry dead skin, which I really hope it slowly peel off by its own and i shall get myself the Vitamin E cream to get rid the ugly scars. Wouldn't wanna it to be so visible or worst PERMANENT.
Recently I was paranoid by the fact that I've lost lots of weight. BMI became low and Im underweight for my ht. but soon I calmed myself down as I was only 1 point behind normal healthy BMI. So I've decided, it's either I maintained this wt or gain a few more to be back to my normal (berisi) body. People have been noticing my wt lost and kept saying "your face has turned so sharp/did you lost wt/look like a plank already.. " Ok i think this is just the normal random moment that im back to being paranoia of my body. True fact, whole family thinks I should eat more. hey I do eat and I dont diet (never did) just that since my rashes occurance had made me lose my appetite and partly it is ramadhan now hence the further 'cengkung' face. (yes when i lost weight, it can be seen straight at my face. no way to hide coz it can be seen clearly there)
I shall eat more during Syawal and we're left with 10 more days of ramadhan. Feel kinda sad that Ramadhan will be over soon. Lets pull thro these remaining 10 days and get the berkah of night Lailatullqad'dar. Insya'allah.
*humming to Aidilfitri di alaf baru song* :)
Have a great weekend to all.
Title: Put On (For Lion City)
Artists: Azrael & Bless
Lyrics: Azrael & Bless
Beats: Str8 jacked from "Put On (Feat. Kanye West)" by Young Jeezy
Recorded and mixed by: The IZA@The.XS Lab
My 2 cents: When RuxtA let me listened to this track as part of the Str8 jacked mixtape all I can say Zarel did a superb job. Great duo. Can't wait for the release of Str8 jacked mixtape (lyrics/produce by individual XS.1 Regiment and mixed by RuxtA) this Dec plus the confirm 'gerek nak mampos' show by XS.
To download the track, please do visit XSCETERA.
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Hip-Hop Hurray 5
19th Sept - 21st Sept 08
1930hrs - 2245hrs
Outdoor Stage, Esplanade
FREE Admission
Esplanade & Beats Society presents Hip-hop Hurray 5, a 3 days hip-hop event at the Outdoor Stage, Esplanade. This installment features Altimet from KL, Freaky Z (with appearance of Shino.XS and RuxtA.XS), Zul Mystroe, Krazie Starr, Roze and many more.
If you love Hip Hop and have been supporting Hip-hop Hurray from the start, do tell your friends (pretty girlfriends) to come down and show some love to these acts these 3 days.
Show some love! Support local and overseas act too! Peace!
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Have a great Thursday all. I can't wait to bake cookies tonite and tmr.
The reason why I take a day off tmr just for cookies. Wee!
Happy 24th Birthday to my Hottest girlfriend Nur Qistina Junaidi
The farmost independent woman I've ever known. A true Virgo at heart! Staying far away from her closeones, she decided to pursue her career in Qatar and residing in Doha. It has almost been 2 years she left all of us. But she will never fail to drop by SG once a while to visit us.
I'm so sorry love that I missed the iftar with you and the rest last friday due to my rashes (i can't face anyone last week). Then this coming Syawal you're coming back and still I can't join you guys and gerls on the 11th Oct for jalan raya due to other commitments.
Stay hot, gorgeous and (bimbo-ish) NOT! =P
Love ya..Muacks! Hugs!
From Kakak
Happy 9 Years Anniversary to us!
Yeahness..! 9 months to go dear....
I love you loads RuxtA...!
and so i finally received the much needed jab from the doc yesterday. was on mc yesterday. yea yea just 1 day but it did me good being able to finally have my afternoon nap. more bodysoaking in the bathtub, spread myself with calamine lotion and berbuka puasa wid my sister in law and her family.
here i am ranting away at 7:22am in office. yes. pathetic. but true. adding on will be doing overtime today too. future baby sis in law mentioned to me yesterday that all i do is work and if she is my bf she will get really fed up wid me. haha. thank goodness her brother is so used to me being like this. furthermore he is busy himself too wid office work and musical work. so fair and square mah.. (sayang ruxtA)..
oh glad to say im feeling much much better now. tho the fact, these rashes are here to stay for quite sometime. well as long as my neck is healing much faster than the rest, ears are better too. Tho face rashes have finally decided to join the fun, it is healing together with the neck and ears. lets not ask wad happen to my forearms and the rest of my body parts. all i can say is HANCUR.
Will be having iftar today wid my family. homecook food and company of loveones. plus 3rd bro really wanna me to discuss bout my wedding preps later today. since i did most of my own planning and booking, i really not sure wad else to discuss. but i guess i will add on certain things that will be happening on my wedding days and wad i would really wanna them to help out on certain things. other den dat.. 9 more months to go. (clock ticking!)
We still have some lil things to settle. Hopefully after raya, we will sort out all the finer details.
Aite now its already 7:30am, I shall end this entry and start my work.
Have a great weekend...
I've been missing in blogsphere for just 1 reason only.
BUSY.
Work has taken most of my time and OT season is back for some good reason.
I'm still having the red rashes on my body and ear. Lucky thing I prevent well from it to attack my face. I'm on medication and still puttin on the cream that was given by the doctor. Til now I do not know what I'm allergic to.
Since there are so many things to be done and I have deadline to meet. I skipped the another round (3rd) to give the doctor a visit. Seriously I'm just afraid it will be just another same eating pills and more creams. Thanks alot.
I can still endure this case of mine and so, if it got worsen after this week, I'm paying a visit to the National Skin Center. Please be mindful I do not wanna celebrate Hari Raya in this state, and if this prolongs til near Raya.. I am giving Aidilfitri celebration a miss this year. Sad but true. How can I possibly put on some nice outfit when I have unbearable red rashes all over. Oh especially on my neck. It's so obvious that I have to put on Polo Tshirt or collared shirt or long sleeve shirt to cover my neck/hands.
I've been soaking myself with saltwater to decrease the sensation to scratch. It works tho but I have to be more patient to let it really stop and for the red spots to disappear. Tho the water pricked on my skin and rashes, it hurts but it does feel alil better after each session.
So that's my rashes story. It is so pathetic to see me in this state coz i have no mood for anything except after work all I wanna do is head home.
That's the reason why I said OT season is back for some good reason.
Apart from that, last sunday I did my Vertical Marathon race at One Raffles Quay (yes despite my rashes). Completed the race in 15 minutes and managed to get into 7th Position for the Women's Open Cat. Finally my wish come true another medal I manage to bring home from my company.
It was then announced that Overall Champion for this year SBU is Pacific Team. Kinda sad that we (Caspian) did not clinched the TOP. However, it was all family love when we were all together cheering for each other, trying our best to outwit the other Teams. (Pacific, Carribean and Atlantic)
But come monday, Caspian Team managers did another recount of our points gained is Vertical Marathon and realised that our overall points from Vertical marathon add up with the other points from other games are MORE than Pacific. They sent out an email to reconfirm this to the Organising Committee and soon got a reply that we are the CHAMPION. They did made a mistake in counting the points. We were all elated that we emerged Champions afterall!
Our mission was accomplished this year.
Congrats to Caspian Team and thanks to all the sportsman/woman who participated in various games this year.
Pics from the Vertical Marathon will be uploaded as soon as I got them from Zulie.
Have a good Thursday folks...
