TGIS!

TGIS! (thank god its saturday)

After a tiring day settling the raya cookies for my phamily. I'm back here in office to clear the 1 day pending work. lucky for me there isn't much. But I still have to complete the system development for user acceptance test that I've planned and 1 more pending report.to be completed.

Goodness it is a saturday and all I wanna do is sit back and relax my mind for a moment. Yes and the fact that I've actually blogging. Precisely, I just cleared few emails that badly needed my attention and while listening to Neyo - Closer/Day 26 - Since, I just preferred to do this (blog).

The itch has finally disappeared. well for the past 2 days atleast however, i just hope it is gone for good. Rashes has turned to dry dead skin, which I really hope it slowly peel off by its own and i shall get myself the Vitamin E cream to get rid the ugly scars. Wouldn't wanna it to be so visible or worst PERMANENT.

Recently I was paranoid by the fact that I've lost lots of weight. BMI became low and Im underweight for my ht. but soon I calmed myself down as I was only 1 point behind normal healthy BMI. So I've decided, it's either I maintained this wt or gain a few more to be back to my normal (berisi) body. People have been noticing my wt lost and kept saying "your face has turned so sharp/did you lost wt/look like a plank already.. " Ok i think this is just the normal random moment that im back to being paranoia of my body. True fact, whole family thinks I should eat more. hey I do eat and I dont diet (never did) just that since my rashes occurance had made me lose my appetite and partly it is ramadhan now hence the further 'cengkung' face. (yes when i lost weight, it can be seen straight at my face. no way to hide coz it can be seen clearly there)

I shall eat more during Syawal and we're left with 10 more days of ramadhan. Feel kinda sad that Ramadhan will be over soon. Lets pull thro these remaining 10 days and get the berkah of night Lailatullqad'dar. Insya'allah.

*humming to Aidilfitri di alaf baru song* :)

Have a great weekend to all.