I've never felt like this towards someone. never! and now i admit that it's true, i think i wanna hit myself hard on my forehead!*yakdush*
ok done.
but still same feelings same thoughts.
HAIZ!
Cuzzies..
This year EID, is special for us. As husband and wife.. but I would like to say this. "Oh enuff of raya already!" I would rather have ramadhan all year round.
Though we are still doing our rounds of visiting relatives, and gosh I still have not met my cousins! I miss them so. Maybe that's why I felt the difference. 1st day raya without them teasing me endlessly made a whole truck loads difference!
I miss Maria, Farah and her daughter Emelda Sofea, Ati, Kak Ana, Fai, Aish.. and their other halfs. Kak Mimi, you're missed too! I wanna hug and kiss Sarah and make Marsha cry!
I just hope this coming weekend I get to meet them. Go visiting around Khatib.
Where also I have plenty of open houses to go. Penat tau! I admit Syawal is bulan yang mulia, but I love Ramadhan more. Period!
Besides all that, I'm gaining weight and I've been slogging my "life" with work. I so need a break soon. As soon as project goes live and handover are done to Operations. I am suppose to take part in 5km run this coming 18th. But with tight schedule and no time to train, 90% i'm giving it a miss. Oh then again, 17th Oct - Reggae Night at Siloso!!! So how to party then to run the next morning, right?
This blog design gotta change. oh even the name, too. so damn merepek when I tot about it. haha.
Though we are still doing our rounds of visiting relatives, and gosh I still have not met my cousins! I miss them so. Maybe that's why I felt the difference. 1st day raya without them teasing me endlessly made a whole truck loads difference!
I miss Maria, Farah and her daughter Emelda Sofea, Ati, Kak Ana, Fai, Aish.. and their other halfs. Kak Mimi, you're missed too! I wanna hug and kiss Sarah and make Marsha cry!
I just hope this coming weekend I get to meet them. Go visiting around Khatib.
Where also I have plenty of open houses to go. Penat tau! I admit Syawal is bulan yang mulia, but I love Ramadhan more. Period!
Besides all that, I'm gaining weight and I've been slogging my "life" with work. I so need a break soon. As soon as project goes live and handover are done to Operations. I am suppose to take part in 5km run this coming 18th. But with tight schedule and no time to train, 90% i'm giving it a miss. Oh then again, 17th Oct - Reggae Night at Siloso!!! So how to party then to run the next morning, right?
This blog design gotta change. oh even the name, too. so damn merepek when I tot about it. haha.
Just another Thursday
what's there to ramble here?
i've lost of words to let it all out.
I guess the easiest and fastest way to let words of emotion to be known its when it happened right there and then. I had my fair share of unprofessionalism.
When I'm too overwhelmed with 101 things to do in 1 minute. I turned nothing but Ugly.
The best way of having this Office Communicator at work, is simply put a busy status with a note "Please avoid talking to me today" It did work for a while, but sometimes I forgot that people don't read. Meaning simply don't bother to.
But hey it's all good on the 2nd half of the day. I trasformed from mean and ugly to Miss Nurul so nice. yup. I do need space and where is my partner in crime when I needed her most. on mc when i'm all down and dead bored at work. *gasp for air*
Ranting nonsense here. It's the T day. yup T days are not my so fav days. These "T" days are the busiest days ever and often, I will be notice like as if I could eat someone up.
Side note, Lebaran is drawing really near. Once again I'm still feeling down bout not being able to fast during LailatulQadar. Ramadhan is such a beautiful peaceful month. Despite I did made RuxtA angry on 2nd week of fast. My bad. Super small issue which I turned it into
a huge ball of nonsence. Simpy unnecessary. Too late for that ay? ILY dear!
Celebrating lebaran as Husband and Wife this year is uber exciting. Honestly, the forgiveness part scares me. yups!
On another side note, work and more work have taken most of my time. both wkdays and wkends. I so need a break! But project still ongoing, one of my senior is going back to his country and will be away for 3 weeks. Hence I will be taking over his scope for the remaning modules before the project is close. COming to work knowing you have work to do is better than not having things to do, that will be scarier. Will you lose your job or you won't. *bah!*
This entry is getting no where to conclusion. So i'm ending it here. gibberish since line 1.
bye!
i've lost of words to let it all out.
I guess the easiest and fastest way to let words of emotion to be known its when it happened right there and then. I had my fair share of unprofessionalism.
When I'm too overwhelmed with 101 things to do in 1 minute. I turned nothing but Ugly.
The best way of having this Office Communicator at work, is simply put a busy status with a note "Please avoid talking to me today" It did work for a while, but sometimes I forgot that people don't read. Meaning simply don't bother to.
But hey it's all good on the 2nd half of the day. I trasformed from mean and ugly to Miss Nurul so nice. yup. I do need space and where is my partner in crime when I needed her most. on mc when i'm all down and dead bored at work. *gasp for air*
Ranting nonsense here. It's the T day. yup T days are not my so fav days. These "T" days are the busiest days ever and often, I will be notice like as if I could eat someone up.
Side note, Lebaran is drawing really near. Once again I'm still feeling down bout not being able to fast during LailatulQadar. Ramadhan is such a beautiful peaceful month. Despite I did made RuxtA angry on 2nd week of fast. My bad. Super small issue which I turned it into
a huge ball of nonsence. Simpy unnecessary. Too late for that ay? ILY dear!
Celebrating lebaran as Husband and Wife this year is uber exciting. Honestly, the forgiveness part scares me. yups!
On another side note, work and more work have taken most of my time. both wkdays and wkends. I so need a break! But project still ongoing, one of my senior is going back to his country and will be away for 3 weeks. Hence I will be taking over his scope for the remaning modules before the project is close. COming to work knowing you have work to do is better than not having things to do, that will be scarier. Will you lose your job or you won't. *bah!*
This entry is getting no where to conclusion. So i'm ending it here. gibberish since line 1.
bye!
Gotta get one of this soon. Ya I know outdated since SUP has already showcased them but I didn't need it then, but now I need it. OK I'm lying.. I want it!! I really miss putting on shades, cute pretty ones to hide my small eyes with dark eyecircle + ugly eyebags. eeeuuuww!
4-ish randomness
Time checked it's 0400hrs and i'm finally done with the M&M's Mini Cookies. Did half way this afternoon and left home for iftar with some of the xs ppl. Though it was less than expected to be, nonetheless me and hubby appreciate your attendance. :) many thanks to Lene, Zaril, Zul, Yasin, Hafiz, Yus, Aiman, Aidil, Irfan and Memnoch.
We went to look for Raya sandal for Aidil at which we ended up at Pedro. Well thank goodness for there were me and lene, as his personal sandal stylist. lol. boys being boys waited outside while we girls helped aidil out. He left the shop, happy and satisfied. *hurray!*
Went for more jalan2 over at Taka.. more shoes found in Stadium. Oh gee thanks and now im so deeply in lup sama Vans White Mikalah.. and earlier i saw the Pink Sperry at Leftfoot. *hinting to hubby here.. GRINS*
We went to look for Raya sandal for Aidil at which we ended up at Pedro. Well thank goodness for there were me and lene, as his personal sandal stylist. lol. boys being boys waited outside while we girls helped aidil out. He left the shop, happy and satisfied. *hurray!*
Went for more jalan2 over at Taka.. more shoes found in Stadium. Oh gee thanks and now im so deeply in lup sama Vans White Mikalah.. and earlier i saw the Pink Sperry at Leftfoot. *hinting to hubby here.. GRINS*
We ended up outside Taka, with most of them with shopping bags hehe.. and played something like Taboo. Team Kurus vs Team Gemok.. Team Kurus won 3 games in a row. Tho there were only 12 of us, definately a fun short gathering. I miss those times. Well I shall not say more than wad I'm really thinking. ALL are being MISSED. Honest!!
Ok selamat pagi to all. I shall get ready for Sahur but then again. take my sahur but can't fast. yes with a valid reason that is. Sad still tho im nt suppose to feel that way, but I can't celebrate the last 10 days of Ramadhan.
Mini's Part I
We decided to start early on the cookies this year. So there will be not much rushing unlike few years ago. This year has been our 3rd year baking cookies together.. :) only difference now is we're married and staying in cck. Hence there's no need for him to send me home at 10pm anymore. =p.. On another note, thank goodness we already gotten our raya outfits during our wedding last June.
Today we started on Chocolate Chip cookies and we doing mini ones for '09. Like mom in law said.. "Biar kecik-kecik kan lawa mcm orang ye.." ehem.. *blush*
So we're done with this one, gonna bake M&M's Choco Chip cookies next week, Cheesey Stars/Stick and Kueh Layang-Layang. Most probably malam raya, wanna try bake Brownies for 1st day of raya. :)
:):):)
Today we started on Chocolate Chip cookies and we doing mini ones for '09. Like mom in law said.. "Biar kecik-kecik kan lawa mcm orang ye.." ehem.. *blush*
So we're done with this one, gonna bake M&M's Choco Chip cookies next week, Cheesey Stars/Stick and Kueh Layang-Layang. Most probably malam raya, wanna try bake Brownies for 1st day of raya. :)
:):):)
Hello Mr Saturday....
Good morning Mr Saturday..
Here i am sitting in the office at 0700hrs, pretty much can't close my eyes anymore to sleep.
Feeling all bright today, I decided to put on a purple tshirt with my nike air max 90. Hey maybe I shall start naming my sneakers from now on, just for fun of it. =p
I have so much to say due to one story I heard. Ok maybe not heard but read through FB. Well save it for later then because my mind can't stop thinking of something. Since the time I saw IT, I really wanna grab it, have it, look at it and to love it.
But sadly, I don't think I could have it right now. Tho I really want to, but it's a WANT not a NEED.
Oh I can't stop thinking of you..........
Hehe!! Do visit Low Cost Weekends for other deals..
Here i am sitting in the office at 0700hrs, pretty much can't close my eyes anymore to sleep.
Feeling all bright today, I decided to put on a purple tshirt with my nike air max 90. Hey maybe I shall start naming my sneakers from now on, just for fun of it. =p
I have so much to say due to one story I heard. Ok maybe not heard but read through FB. Well save it for later then because my mind can't stop thinking of something. Since the time I saw IT, I really wanna grab it, have it, look at it and to love it.
But sadly, I don't think I could have it right now. Tho I really want to, but it's a WANT not a NEED.
Oh I can't stop thinking of you..........
Hehe!! Do visit Low Cost Weekends for other deals..
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