Last Goodbye

I was feeling half hearted to go to sentosa on Saturday. and true enuff i made my way back as soon as i heard the news. i was shocked and soon my phn started to ring non stop.

sunday morning. plc was crowded. ppl were outside and inside of the house. everyone was crying and as soon i stepped in the living room, mom made her way to have a gd look at him. i saw his face. smiling peacefully and i started to tear.

when it was time. everyone gathered together and took a good last look at him. lying there before us. close relatives started to cry. which includes me. i was much sadden due to he and family wasnt there on my engagement day. due to dad-to-dad issue.however im so kewl with his daughter. but due to some issues. she wasnt there to witness my special day. i was so mad at my dad for being wat he is. bt no matter wat. he's my dad.

i pitied mom so much. i donno how she feels inside coz mom has always been the introvert person. she don really express out her feelings to others. especially anger. dats the reason y others love her. especiali my dear cusins and my dear aunts. i looked into her eyes. and still i donno how she feel. i took a gd look at her face and gustures. still im clueless. Watever she's feeling. i was crying for her.

i noe she must be praying hard asking for forgiveness from him. if only she had done anything wrong to him all her life. beg for forgiveness from him if her 3 sons, 3 daughter in laws, her 8 grandchilren, her only daughter and her husband had done anything wrong.

brothers were all calm being the man. dad was out of sight while i was tearing like a baby.. i made my way home. smsing his daughter that i've left and told her to take gd care of herself and family.

His daughter is my cusin which means he's my uncle and my mom is his younger sister.

Taken from Matilda's Blog:-
He was in the bus, and had only 3 more stops before reaching home to his wife when he collapsed onto the person seated next to him. They called the ambulance, they tried to revive him and they failed.