Old and Unwanted

Hubby got himself Dopod 818Pro on Friday. He is one happy DooDooBird now. =p Aside from that. He actually open up a blog in Friendster. Again that was a Friday morning surprise (at 7am) for me when I opened up my hotmail inbox and received the email.


Sidetrack issueWent to visit my parents on Saturday and as soon as I kissed my mom on her cheek. She let out some 'kontrovesi' to me. I was so alarmed by the remarks made by him and her. Then again, y is there a need to give that kinda remark back to my mom. And again. Y did my mom passed that remark to my dad. Well watever it is, im partly unhappy adding to the past things that she eva did. Well at least dat did not concern me bt somehow this time it really ticked me off HARD!


That remark made him feel so old and unwanted. Ppl don need his 'blessings' anymore. He's nt new to this mind you. He's been doing this for a very long time and VERY experienced. He's an old timer. 'Org Lama' do talk that way and its TRADITIONALLY done that way. Like sorry to say this. but FARK u bitch. You think you noe so much bout malay tradition and when u gave that kinda remark, i cant help it but shallow my pride and GO WATEVER!


I was told by mom dat we're on da same dialect. wat a waste coz since same dialect, things would be much easier in conversation made by him. arrgghh fark ar.


You all may not need his blessings and help but please keep that awful remark to yourself. Somehow his capability is being criticised. Lucky thing someone dared to tell my mom off like that. If you are brave enuff and say it to my farking face and gave me that kinda remark, I'm sure gonna give u a piece of my farking mind.


Now he felt hurt, feel so old and unwanted. Just like wen u have a new stuff, u somehow dump da old one aside. Watever it is, i don have anything against anyone coz they have been very nice, helpful. But I just somehow cant stand HER. Well, I'll just gonna sit here and watch wat more she can do to me or to other ppl. I don give a fark coz we're at da same age, same educational level. so don give a face like as though u earn millions. I have a farking career and glad im standing tall on my own. My house is not big but my family is. though 17 is a crowd but im loving it to bits.


This is my blog. If anyone reading this and wanna convey some unnecessary remarks to relevent ppl, please do so if you want to coz i don care. I speak and tell off wat i think is unfair and unnecessary. If you are not happy come speak to my face. I say wat i wanna say. Like i said.. I have nuthin against anyone not even him (someone close for almost my 23 life) and her or whoever. Just speaking out my mind coz im partially hurt. and i know mom and dad are hurt too... they are not saying anitin but i am. so if the young punks are unhappy with me, deal with me.


We are all very close, we have never had anything against each other coz nuthing concern us lately. But this time around. It concerns me... i may be the easy going silly girl u all have known well, but again ders an egomaniac side of me, the devilish, mutherfarking attitude in me... so accept it now!


I was so mad that i feel like beating up a hell of someone. Zulie, U told me u wanna punch someone rite. let it be me gf so i can do da same to u... =p





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