Ya Allah. Please give me the strength to overcome this. I will need the strength to hear the truth, the ability to see him before and after the whole procedure, to look into her eyes waiting with me while its all done, to continue my fast despite the tears, to overcome all this. Amin.
7 years ago, I experienced this while I was alone at home. I cried. There was no exception for what happen just now. Despite Im 7 years wiser now; Im still not strong enough to face the reality and anything that will happen unexpectedly. I couldnt think. I could only cry. I will have now until Monday to build up my courage and strength to overcome this whole situation.
But for now, please allow me to cry.
7 years ago, I experienced this while I was alone at home. I cried. There was no exception for what happen just now. Despite Im 7 years wiser now; Im still not strong enough to face the reality and anything that will happen unexpectedly. I couldnt think. I could only cry. I will have now until Monday to build up my courage and strength to overcome this whole situation.
But for now, please allow me to cry.
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