im not in a gd shape now. work loaded up at work. deadlines to be met. more projects. meetings. demanding endusers/requestors. making me pissed off each time. too much to do. to think. work related. non work related. all jumble up. seriously i can feel my head is heavier. my eyes getting hot. my body aching. throat being a farking bitch. coughing nonstop. im feeling weak.
mentally and physically.


honestly. my mind all messed up ryte now. now that im doing this updating. reason. i cant farking think in order to proceed in more coding or whatsoever. i cant think properly. even a simple statement. Another phone call. my voice getting sore. it has gone bad to worse. soon WORST. I need a break. please i need one.


im nt into more argument now. im just taking things slowly. ill give in. just not to make myself more stress. aniting ppl say. i will say.. "ok. i will look into it. i'll revert back to u soon.." in a sore weak voice...


head becoming heavier now. arrggh. help!