that woman has always made action works faster than tots/heart/brain! ok i mean u were mad after hearing dear gf story. i was mad too. bt im thinkin for her and her future sister in law. like goddamnit! apasal tak gunakan akal tu. dah buat baru nak fikir.
Why do these kinda ppl easily piss me off! Like wtf. Enuff is enuff with the bitching BITCH. Fark u, ur farking mouth, your heart and where the hell ur brain go to?! Eventhough u are not doing this to me, but u are doing it to one of my closest gf. I tot the fight was over.. the stupid issue was done and over it. But hell no!! u and ur mutherfarking mouth has the tendency of KISS and TELL.
When I was told dat there are some ethnic grp-ism in that dept coming out from someone barely a month old here. I was surprised. Im not trying to diss any ethnic here then again, y the fark that son of a bitch gotta say that? If you dislike or had bad experience with that ethnic grp/race den just fark it. U need not say things bout it. Dont u think of the consequences? Partly I was mad coz after all saya ini melayu tapi bapak gue org..(go figure) and my future family in law is your ethnic grp/race and we get along just fine. Im keeping an eye on her. PERIOD.
But this morning dear gf poured out almost everything during breakfast about that one Bitch. Things are now over for u and her.. y are u kissing and telling others. Mcm chibye kn! And those ppl barely know u and u have known her for almost 3 yrs or more. But y are u telling them your story and wat?! Mintak balas kasihan?! Kiss my ass bitch. Story from Tuas bole sampai East Side?! Then eventually the story bout her which you tell to others and that one racist bitch happened to spread the whole issue to some girls and that some girls told one innocent girl who happen to be my dear gf future sister-in-law. You know they are all related as friends and now story has reach to the main person. Kau bodoh ke apa ar..? its call Chain Reaction. Kurang ajar betul.
Now wad the fark are u expecting? Dear gf is just sitting next to you in the office. Seriously mana otak kau pegi la pompan. Takda care betul. And to the other bitch, apasal tak kena gaya when u and her in the toilet? Are you scared or wat?! If you have done wrong, fark it be bold ok. Kalau takut jgn buat!
Im waiting for the right time. If they try to be funny with me and start staring, I don give a fark but to confront them. Furthermore I don smile at them anymore. Why be nice when you bitches are solely true mutherfarking bitches. im just waiting for the right time to end my 2006.
For now, im done BITCHING bout the BITCHES.
Fark it.
It was my first ever Christmas Dinner. It was my first time following Hubby to his camp mate plc at Yew Tee. Though it was my first time there, I felt comfortable. Thanks Jon for the dinner, free flow of Coke and chocolates. =p
I left early on Saturday as I needed to rejuvenate myself for Sunday. Came all dress up in my gold coloured outfit and help my aunt on some last minute preparation. Went to collect the cake, set up the dining table for the couple and etc.
Maria and I suddenly felt kinda touch and emotional. Somehow we had our share of gembeng moment. First was Maria when she saw Farah salam her husband. Then it was my turn when I saw Farah hugged my aunts as she was about to leave to her husband place. Thanks hubby for wiping off my tears. Muacks!
Thanks to friends who came on that day to celebrate her auspicious day. She just turned 21 and now she is happily married. I would like to wish her all the best.
Kak ikin will always be here if u need someone to talk to. Please be a gd wife and daughter-in-law. I will pray for ur happiness. love ya.
(to be continued..)
some pics from last nite. ok i broke one glass and so did maria. seriously its so fragile. im having phobia with glass and crystal now. haiz. ok lets go thro the pics.
The room deco - design done by my mak busu
Farah's henna design
Maria's Antics Fragile Crystal - i broke one.
ok. i cant wait for 1130am. to punch out. den gonna have a gd rest. den out to her place again. gotta collect the cake. must be there before 1600. toodles. more pics and update after tmr.
Have a nice holiday bloggers.
But before that, I bought myself a Levis Square Cut jeans. After a mad rush trying and deciding which to buy which ended up with that. Cusin Maria changed her mind and decided to tag along. (*link to da previous entry) Love u cookie.
I met Yantee and Yus there too. Gave her a hug as it was her bday yesterday. so glad to see her there. Me and Maria left Zulie and Kak Ani and I waved Yantee and Yus goodbye. We rushed to Far East from Heeren as we have the manicure appointment to go. Yes as usual. We’re late. But thankfully Cusin Ati and Farah were already there. So I advised Farah to go ahead first since she will be doing a full mani and pedi.
We got there at 7plus and get our nails done. And im loving it. So loving it. I didnt noe that I have nice nails til the manicurist (is there such word?) told me so. Well. I was a virgin in manicure and pedicure. So I was like Aww by everything. Bimbo la kn. Haha.
Now Farah has beautiful shining and healthy nails. Cant wait for tmr. The berinai session. Im so gonna capture the moments. Cusin Maria chosed a sweet colour for herself. Then she cant decide to do pedicure too or not. Ended up she did mani and will be doing pedicure today. I paid for all. Yes. Pamper myself and my cusins. I felt happier by giving joy to others. Especially to my love ones. : ) We had dinner and left for home.
But my night didnt stop there. I gave him a surprise visit at 2350. We talked things out and Im so glad that I rushed down just to see him. Its all good now. I love him and I don mind rushing down to see him even though I gotta wake up early. Anything for him coz I love him. I really do.
Dear, Thanks for giving me another chance. Let us hold hands and work this out together. I love you so much. I will see you this Saturday hun. Miss u dear. Muacks!
PS: Sis Sila, thanks for your concern and encouraging words. Glad you like the cookies I bought u last 2 nites and go buy yourself something with the money I gave you ok. Its just a lil token from me.
Second note, Im all set up for a mini retail therapy afta work with dear colleagues then gonna get my nails in proper condition with the cusins. However, im alil upset that somethings are usually planned. Planned well for a week and with few hours left til the time to meet, someone gotta back out. But I cant blame her. I gotta accept her reasons for not joining. I love u still cookie. I’ll see u this weekend.
Thirdly, im upset with myself. For all those times I might have neglected you. I miss those times too dear. I admitted things were far too different if we would like to compare us now and then. Then we were younger and we do not have much things to worry about but now as we turned older and wiser and adding up to the spice, we got too caught up with work and we are racing with time. We do not spend quality time with each other and worst I often gotta make your blood rise with my childish and unpredictable mood swings.
They are now my greatest enemies due to all destructions that had caused massive chaos to us. They which happen to be in me and therefore I believe my greatest enemy is MYSELF. I hope you will gimme one more chance to make things betta for us. For our next upcoming year. For the best of all 8th year and in our 10th year together, I pray that we will be sitting on the dais looking all stunning for our guests, friends and family. Insya’allah.
Will you gimme another chance dear?
This entry was typed out last nite. 19th December 06
i read ur blog. and i just return home from ur crib. i decided to give u a surprise visit afta im done getting my baju for this sunday. and i did. i went on with my plan. despite the non stop rain, i took the train from Paya Lebar to CCK just to meet u for awhile.
I bought u ur fav cookies. i donno if u lyke it. u don seem happy at fers as u were having ur dinner. i still insisted dat u eat ur cookie before bedtime. i looked into your eyes and i see pain. the reason u've been quiet since last nite. i culd see that u're in pain and there is somethin bothering u. i talked to u. looking at ur face even when u did not look back at me. our eyes did nt meet. bt again. i hugged and kissed u and im reali sorry for everything. i don blame u. i blame me. myself. i realised. ive been overpowered with work and plans. with frens and cusins. lacking the time spend with u.
im sorry hubby. i reali do. im glad to have met u tonite. eventhough, der wasnt much conversation being uttered. still. im contented. to have u. as my fiance. im glad u walked me to hail da cab. and im glad u kissed me back. and im glad u appreciated my short presence and da cookie i bought u.
im sorry i didnt reply to ur msg as i was out helping my sis in law to wrap a gift. i called u back bt to no avail. u then called back but u told me u were ready to sleep. i culd still hear pain in ur voice again. I then wished u gd nite and we hung up.
i wont get to meet u til sat. honestly. im gonna miss u dear. i just wanna u to noe dat im sorry and i love u. loads. muacks.
Apart from the indulgence of caffeine, I gotta admit I have some new addictions too.
The fact that he often got tired of me viewing friendster and blogging non stop. Its my addiction huney. Please don blame me for it. Say some guys have some addiction to porn, just please let me deal with mine for now. Much Love.
Reading the latest ranting by some fellow bloggers do give u some inspiration to write more or have a tot or two to ponder. Well honestly. Some portion of this entry was inspired by Anna. : ) Yea. Gotta admit gurl, I read your blog most of the time. Hey you can see the IP address ryte. U shuld noe beta then.. =p
Besides that I just viewed a profile and pictures of this girl in MySpace. To some if all up, she’s hot to me. Well. At least Matilda believes that too. Hot bod with that pan asian look however stating the fact she is a mixed blood da last time I heard which was 5 yrs ago. Ok all I can say. Hubby and I have the same fetish for Chinese-Malay looking guy/girl respectively. Hawt? Not? Well depends actually ryte. If I like, I will definitely take a second look. But I prefer u betta Ruxta.
Weekend was ok. Planned with cusins the colour for this Sunday. I do not have the colour though. But I mite get a reasonable suit for this Sunday. I usually shop for certain occasion or event. To some who noes me well, I do that often. Buy just for the event. Desperately last minute. Vain? No. Just wanna look stunning for the event.
PS: Cusin Maria, do you have a golden-brown baju? If u have, please wear it alryte. If not, den its ok cookie.
Lunch time now and I don feel like eating. Weather still chilly therefore I think im gonna take my lunch nap now. Toodles ppl. Happy lunching.
More updates coming this week with pictures. Coz this week is pamper myself week!
Woohoo!!
finally weekend is ere. woohoo. apparently ill be werking my ass off today. instead of working half day. i will be doing full day up to 1630. just to clear some pending documents, issue logs and also system development. surprisingly i was able to get up on time today stating the fact thattoday is my first Saturday werking this month. I was on leave on the 2nd and 9th. Werking today and 23rd. But off again on the 30th.I cant afford to take a long break. Not that i do not have leave days animore. I still have plently i think. However, usually when im on 2-3 days leave,databases will suddenly have problems which end up with me on the phn trying to explain to my colleaque how to solve it.
Most of the operational databases here are created by me or some maintained by me. Since im the 'master' of the databases, it usually happen that ONLY me can resolve the issue.So I cant get that to happen, so Im willing to burn the holiday mood ere at werk and take half day leaves on saturdays instead.
I had a simple friday last evening. Punch out from werk at 1730 and headed down to Jurong Point. Waited for Yantee and Yus to fetch me.Then we headed down to town. It was my first time sitting in Yantee's Maroon Mazda 3. Woohoo. Swit! But the driver was Yus ofcoz. Sitting at the back of the driver,somehow gave me the thril coz dat young man drove swiftly, sometimes kinda scary too. Each time he made a 'dangerous' attempt to selit, Yantee will be closing her eyes.After all its her car ryte, who wouldnt be frighten?! But its all gd. we reached safe and sound in town. However there was a massive jam along the way which I do not wanna elaborate.Bah.. i wuld prefer to say i was like a total nuisance making loads of noise coz i was getting restless and even said "are we there yet?!" with my most irritating voice ever. Haha. den i get this "Eh kau bole diam tak?! irritatin tau.." yup2. apparently i pissed yantee off. hehe. : )
we headed down to town to get Yantee's top for next wednesday. Its for her company's Christmas Celebration and it will be her 22nd birthday. She's the baby in the grp. :) and in a few weeks time I will be 24. Gosh. Dat explains the fact that dey call me Kakak. Sigh. I paid for her top as a birthday present. She also wants a new pair of jeans which we decided to leave it to Em to get her dat instead. Haha. We had dinner and left home.Somehow it was the simpliest evening i ever had for these few months. Reached home before 2230 and had an early nite. But before I ended my nite, I called up my mak.
As some already noe. I don stay with my parents. Im staying with my 2nd bro while dear parents with my 1st brother at Pasir Ris. I called mak to ask her if I can wear casual for today's event. Today I need to go to my uncles plc after werk. thankfully she said yes. well that's wat i have been doing since young. wen i was a lil girl, cusins will be wearing baju kurung for kenduri bt i will be in jeans and tshirt. bt as i grew up, i start to dress appropriately for certain occasion.and since today is a simple makan-makan at my uncle's voideck, why not casual ryte. Then mak reminded me to bring along the baju batik i bought for my dad when i was in batam last month. She told him that i bought for him and i forgot to bring it along each time i went to visit them.When mak was at woodlands last week, again i forget to pass it to her. bapak asked her again. looks like he was alil excited what colour or how the batik shirt looks like. bapak! don wori. i bought u a size M and trust me i know your taste in colours. : )
den mak asked me one simple question and somehow it touched my heart afta the conversation. ok here this.
hehhe. sweet kn my mom. ok the whole conversation was brought up because. There's this small part of the pipe bocoh and so if i on the water heater, water will start flowing out from there. so wat else but to bath with cold freezing water at 520am.but after 4 days, i got use to it already. : ) she often get worried for nothing. afterall im her lil baby gerl. STILL.
last but not least. me and zulie booked a slot for 21/12/06 for massage at Summer Spa. Woohoo. That long overdued intention for a massage finally came true. We were so happy yesday. : )SUKA BANGAT GUE!!!
The bayar balik party at zoukout eventually leave me with a straining body aching especially on my right shoulder. Goodness. Anihoos Hubby did the necessary last nite bt I think I do need the full professional therapy. BADLY!
I would like to make a statement here.
Im not so in the mood to work.
Yes. Working mood is slowly deteriorating from my brain cells and body nerves. Honestly. What month is this again?! O yes. Its the lazy December. Since December, im kinda packed with events and more meet ups causing me to be so lethargic at work. More punching in the 40cents and get myself the paper cup coffee. Yup. Desperately. Need Starbucks Coffee and those pwetty tumblers needed. Damn. So gonna get those. Just to start my coming 2007 and to elaborate further adding the digit 1 to the current Jordan number. Not getting any younger aye.
What have I done to pamper myself this year? Nutin! Just more complains of body aching, pedicure and manicure that is so long OVERDUE. Plus making nonsensical comments and ended up always making HIM angry. Hubby! I love you so much ok. Bt you know so well that Im the ANGIN and you are the WATER and FIRE. Heart u loads. Maafkan saya ok. Muacks! I wanna be your wifey ok.. (making those silly face plus the bibir mancung and hidung kembang.. Haha!)
I hav a work event this evening. Its just a small event cum dinner for the union members here. Looking at the list those who bought the tics. Well. List checked and I realized I should just do my coordinating, helping around, listen to the music and chill. ok plus making my tummy MORE boncit. Yup! That would make me happier at least. : )
Weekend is within days. Ive been counting the hours, minutes, seconds and days for another weekend. REASON?! I have things to do and places to go. Suka!! This Saturday, will be attending my adik sedara circumcision ceremony. Its just a small ceremony for relatives to gather together. I hope the cusins attending this. Need to plan for next week. YES YES. This week belum abis, aku dah fikirkan about next week. Nak tau y??!
Coz it will be my cusins wedding!!!!!! Arrgghh. So cant wait. Ive waiting for 6 months for this ok and yet the kain songket she gave me on my engagement is still in the wardrobe. I was supposed to make it to nice baju for her wedding. Well I just hope the money comes in on time for me to get myself a nice baju for her persandingan. I need to plan this. I want my girl cusins to wear a lighter colour coz she will be wearing brown for her persandingan. But before that, 20th December is our Manicure/Pedicure session. All I can say. im so excited that Ill be over at her place after work starting next Thursday. Gonna help out my mak busu with the deco for the room, the gubahan and for the pelamin too. It will be my aunts latest design. Therefore, I so cant wait. Hope its all gonna be nice. I just want her wedding to be beautiful. Though we are cusins. I treat her like my own sister. But since she got a bf den he became her fiance and now her husband to be. Ive not been spending quality time with her nor share stories/problems. This time round, I would like to help her to have her last preparation before berinai and so on.
Nak jadi orang kuat la nie.
Its gonna be tyme for me to knock out from work. So people.. enjoy your Wednesday. As I have to attend the Union Event, Ill be home only after 10/11. Honestly Im feeling kinda malas to go u know but I dont have any choice but to go..
Haiz..
Alryte! Toodles people..
it's been awhile since i hit the dance floor. and last sat 'bayar balik' nite. der was alot of jumping, shouting, and most of all dancing all night long.... Woohoo!
Some went in a large grp. some wearing the same colour theme. Some are hot and some are not. while me and hubby.. decided to go Jordan sytle.. bt hell yea. we all something in common.we had a blast!! saw maria, sally and khai. den saw hafiz and frens. bt there were no sight of ely or rin or some others.......
The Cuban Brothers were awesome! and DJ Jazzy Jeff... he rock the place upside down on the 1, 2, 1, 2 spinning, remxing, juggling the ol skul hiphop. Hell Yea!! Loving it.Got the brothers singing and breadancing + Jazzy doin his thang on video.. Suka bangat gue...!!
O yup. thanks hubby for jumping up so high when they threw the tshirt. You got it and its MINE. coz its a size M.. plus its a gerl's tshirt. Thanks Cuban Brothers... !!
The Cuban Brothers
He posed for me. Cute! and he's Japanese btw. Argghh!
To view more. Click ZoukOut 06 under Pictorial.
Btw... Happy 87 months anniversary to us. Love u hubby. Muacks!
and recently i finally decided to upgrade my phone line. yes. all this while ive been using POD Lite. lama bangat tu. hehe.and last week. i upgrade my plan and bought a new phone. feeling pink aye..? and so my new hp is in pink in colour. Sony Ericsson Z610i. Yeahness!!
i jus hope...
Main agenda was to celebrate cusin Farahiyah's 21st Bday yesterday. 4th Dec.
Im so happy to see her happy. Bought her a EBASE bracelet watch. Its very nice ok. I wanna buy it for myself. bt I decided to get her instead. Treat her for the Swensen dinner and after which we went to take some old skul way of taking picture. NEOPRINT!! The reason behind this suggestion was because I missed those funny moment
after each neoprint taking session.. last nite was no exception. we laughed throughout. before dinner. after meal. while waiting for the dessert. while eating dessert. in short. from start to end of the nite.
That's the only time I can be myself because they have seen me grow up, taller, hair colour keep changing, and etc but one thing bout me they can always spot and laugh.. which is my silliness.
YES! my silliness rate has been increasing as year passed. but so much that it does give me the stupid bimbo image however i love the attention im getting from my cusins. With them around. I can be normal and proper for 1sec
next second back to goofiness.
Next outing. Manicure and Pedicure. 20th Dec. Well. reason Farah wanna some company. She wanna has that nice nails for the 22nd for Berinai at her place. She's getting married on that weekend. Pernikahan 23rd dec - 6pm and Persandingan 24th dec. We are all excited for her and that's the reason i wanna celebrate her 21st bday. Welcome to adulthood and soon married life....
PS: Maria dear... do u wanna join us??
things happening on the 20/12/06.
1. GFF - Yantee's 22nd bday. Have yet to sit in her car. I shall plan for few days before her bday.. : )
2. Zulie - my BEST colleaque already asked me out to town to shop her Levis jeans after work
3. Then at 7pm, I'm gonna meet cusins for Manicure and Pedicure session.
im smiling here no doubt. its all quiet here. if only WE are all here. damns. NP has definately change alot! There's street soccer court where Rugby boys used to train. There's this ARENA where there are so many seats. its like the IN place just like Atrium last 3-4yrs ago. There's CHEERS. god damn it. its like all fun here. bt still nutin can beat the Atrium ppl. im emphasising on many grps who used to slack there. all were a great bunch! no doubt!
and as im sitting here ranting. in few hours time. meeting up the grp and sending dear tina off. shit. cant believe that it all turned out so sudden and so FAST. gonna miss tina. aite. i got to go now. gonna collect the pics. den head down with the 3 DJs to slack before their showcase for the REDS Jam and Hop Nite here in NP. Somehow they mentioned im their manager. haha. well. im just happy to have that name. but honestly. im more like the camerawoman. : )
Toodles all. more updates.