pictorial moment wid captions.

family pic

bro and sis (silly moment)

me and her

trio

we went to cafe del mar at nite

we sat under the moon

i love him so much

' wen its time to leave. i decided to wear the tshirt frm DOHA. Thanks my dear Qistina.

its been raining for days. despite the unfriendly weather, we did have fun. frm sentosa to airport back to the island. sent off dear sis sila for her endeavours as a Etihad AirStewardess. i teared hugging her. *sob sob*

here im back to the hdb estate, away frm the island. however, im glad sky was tearing because urs truly Miss Nurul is having the period of the month. so not feeling wasted not getting myself to the beach. *smiles* but this just means I need to hit the beach when weather all nice and as promised by Mr DJ, next Siloso Beach Resort baby.. yeahness! and ofcoz once again Cafe Del MaR.. sitting under the moon.. arggh Blissful...

pics will be up soon. for now, i shall enjoy my corn kennel done by hubby. gonna chill wid him and watch MTV. Next.. 2pm! The Simpsons. gonna crack up LOUD enuff in Shaw CCK. :)

Toodles! go CUDDLE up.

cosy cold weather. so nice to be tuck in bed rite now. snuggle up wit ur love one. blanket covering each other. ahhh blissful..

the henna is still clear on my hands and all i culd think of is damn that newly weds. they for sure chosed the rite date. hahaha.. *winks*ok besides that i gotta admit im missing zulie as much. her absence does bring nuthing but total boredom and sleepiness to me. sigh....

well gotta make do wid wad i hav now. work to clear and all. come friday evening. Woohoo. Just hope its nt raining.. i seriously need some quality time wid my own mr DJ.away from the massive crowd, work, crew meetings, music and more.. all aside. just me and him. this weekend. by the beach. nice.. i like.. :)

meeting some of the poly frens lata. and i bet i wont be stayin long as i got work tmr. *yawn* so i reckon latest i'll stay will be 1030pm. gotta meet up Matilda at Khatib on my way hometo pass her some stuffs. just hope she culd fit in to those blazer and skirt.

for now i cant wait for lunch. i badly need my power nap. *Yawn.Yawn. Yawn*

back at work. tired. shagged. sleepy. brain is not functionin well and work has been piling up. 3 meetings in a day. on the 1st day of the week. wen i just got back from my leave. damn it!! but thankfully i pulled it all well. doing some updating (resting) taking some rest while i will continue wid the work.

weekends were hectic. frm pasir ris to marsiling to khatib. but it was all worth it. tired but i got equally excited. Alhamdullilah all done and over. Selamat Pengantin Baru to Zulie and Ery. See you guys this friday ayte. Yeahness!!

Here are some of the pics.

To view more click on Zulie's Wedding Pics
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tina is back in SG in saturday. few of them met up at AlAmeen yesterday while im organising another gathering tmr at Starbucks LT wid the others plus the usual faces. See u tmr babe. i so need to see the tshirt u bought me. hehehe.

and yet this friday and sat. i will be on leave again. the moment ive bn waitin for. the newly married couple will be joining us too.

Note to some: see i told some of u, me and zulie are inseparatable. haha.

its the 2nd day of my leave. here i am typin this entry in the comfort of zulie's home sweet home. for the past few days ive been spending my day and nite here accompanying her for some girly stuffs and also helpin her out wid the deco and gubahan.

18th July 07

Zulie, Eni, her aunt and myself started the deco and gubahan while watching Anugerah.. i stayed over her place and on dat very nite we slept at 3am.

19th July 07

only to realise i woke up at 6am and couldnt go back to sleep. at 9am, we went out and spent nearly the whole day at Arab Street and went straight to her place again and we managed to finish up most of the stuffs and i went home at 1130pm. went home and straight to bed... *Zzzzzzz*...

20th July 07

i woke up a lil late and met up wid zulie at old Marsiling. did last minute errands and a new top for her solemnisation tmr afternoon. :) went back to her place again and did finish up most of the stuffs. by 4pm, all were done. 6pm, had the berinai session. i had mine done up too. wid the simplest design ofcoz. cant challenge the bride ya.*winks* as im typing this.. she is sitting beside me.. holding up wid the henna since 6pm and now its already 1059pm. 2 more hrs to go back before you could clean those henna. wish i culd spare you guys wid some image but i have it all saved up in my dgcam and hp. and currently im using the yours truly bride's laptop... :)

to cut it all short. i had fun. loads of it though it was tiring. overall it was ALL worth it. i swear it was WORTH IT!! toodles for now peeps. gtg....

have a happy weekend ya.. coz i definately will have mine..

last sunday was the kenduri doa selamat for my hubby's sis, Sila who will be flying to Abu Dhabi this week and also their niece's (Shanaz) bday celebration . it was all gd..

especially the food and bday cake. yummy!!

work has NOT been friendly so far. this often occurs wheneva im gonna be on long leave. hate this feeling. it just means i gotta clear all stuffs before i go on leave this thurs. super rushing. thank god im so used to multi tasking. *winks*

All i could say for now.. people are constantly being tested. It's a matter of how they deal with the issues.. i hope everything will run smoothly like how they planned it to be.

few more days left and so many things happen within 48hrs.

Dear Allah, please protect them and their families from any mishaps. Amin.

Insya'allah.

work piled up. data migration and many meetings to attend. that sum up my week. exhausted. out of brain juice. total headache and heartache explaining certain things to endusers. still stuck in office now. due to the meeting i had since 830am.

despite all these workload. somehow i feel blessed. coz the week passed fast. and i cant wait for another 3 more days of work and i will be on leave. pampering myself wid manicure, pedicure and balinese massage next thursday and busy helping gf for her big day.

left few days and future baby sis law will be leaving us all. gonna miss her. somehow the feeling wen tina left us, kinda trigger my mind and emotion again. sigh.

7th July 07

amazingly i knocked off from work at 1130. rest at home for awhile. and decided to go to my cusin's solemnisation. was late as usual. so i didnt make my way down to Tanglin Halt. Called up my 3rd bro and got him to fetch me at wdlands and st8 to the bride's place at yishun. much nearer rite. we reached bout 10-20minsafta the whole troop did. being us, we sneakily went looking for my mom and wen we finally saw her. we walked away and find our own fun. wasnt concentratin on the whole stuffs,despite it was my dad being the Groom's main representative. I snapped few pics of the bride then the groom and then my bro made me take a pic of him. haha. here it is.

irritatin brother EVA

my cusin said twice. 1st was interrupted by my uncle's hp ringtone. damn. i took a vid of my cus. damn. he panicked. like totally. bt second time ws kewl. Amin.Syukur. we headed back to Tanglin Halt. I didnt wanna take the bus so once again I made my bro drove to our old place. nutin much has change though bt the feeling was surreal.environment, atmosphere... haiz. i was HOME. for once. i did feel homely. i did. i sure did.


went up to the 10th storey where my uncle live.. and i saw some familiar faces. bt i did nt pull a courage to look into their eyes. i walked in to the rm and left the gifts on the bed and out i went.stood outside with 1st and 3rd bro, waited for dad and mom. apparently they did not went in at all. family politics. this has evolve for nearly 10 over years. i saw my cusins yet i just stood der minding my own business.i could feel the tension all over dad. and so i made my way off earlier den i would imagine. say my gdbyes to my parents and uncles. its been eons they saw me and for sure, all they could say was I've grown up. ofcoz i did. i mean. in 3 yrs how many times we get to see each other? sigh.


once again, i made bro send me to Jurong East Mrt station and frm there i made my way down to CCK for my gf's gf's solemnisation. she invited me to come on sunday, but i cant due to my own cusin's wedding.so i tot y not go on saturday rite and keep zulie company at the sametime. i love the pelamin. i reali do. and Selamat Pengatin baru Eni and Ady. Now they shuld be having fun in Bali .

8th July 07

i woke up kinda late due to the late nite on saturday. got up. washed up. ate and got ready head down to Tanglin again. mumsy and dad were late. so me and 2nd bro gotta be around incase, my relatives (mom's side)attend to the wedding. and thank god i was around. cusin farah came wid my aunt.passed the XS cd to be given to my other 2 cusin. 20mins afta they left, parents arrived by cab (all da way from Pasir Ris). That mite have cost alot.as usual my 3rd bro being the 'star' ok did i mentioned 1st bro would rather play soccer 1st den head down for wedding. haha. lucky DHL won. else buang masa aje go play soccer. i was bored damn bored.i felt so outta place bt as soon as 3rd bro and family came. i was all smily and hype. and as usual. he and his antics forever will irritate the whole out of me. bt i kinda need the humour and his merepekness. so i played along the whole day.

cusins' wifes are mostly pregnant again or their children have all grown cuter. too bad i did not take a pic of Puteri Naima. she's so adorable. Chatted wid her mom and dad(my cusin). still i culd see the invisible line drawn within the 2 clan.bt somehow i culd feel i was being watch most of the time. i looked up and saw her face. i didnt noe wad to do. i didnt reali smile bt i had this 'im sorry' look. i hope she understands. i hope they all do. bt i had to do someting to all tis. somehow. i felt bad.i saw him walking and chatting up wid the other cusins. i cant help it but we grew up together. we're at the same age. i did not dare to speak up to him on sat, therefore i make sure i will built up a courage to speak to him. and thank god for both being telepatic,he looked to my direction and i was looking at him too. i asked for his number coz i lost his previous one but i didnt noe wad else to do. i was busy fannin my lil niece while sis in law went to eat. as soon as she was done, we changed shift and i signal'd him to meet me somewer.we eloped to a place nt too far away frm the main place but one thing for sure, we were doing it discreetly. we exchanged numbers and had alil heart to heart talk bout wads happening; wad happened for the part 10yrs or so. i did apologise on my dad's behalf. though i knew dad wont be pleased if he finds out this. bt afterall, he is my cusin. bad or worst. he still is. they are all still my cusins too. we younger generation just tot it is ridiculous dat we are affected and dragged into this. bt im glad cusin salam my dad before he left. and im glad it was his mom who made him do it.

but how i wish.. someone please do come up to him and apologise. im nt sure who is wrng or right. bt i miss my childhood times. with my boy cusins. we don have many gerl cousins aniway. dad's side is populated wid MEN.

i told mom im in contact wid cusin and eventually cusin did tell his mom. and im glad she understands my situation. i respect her. i culd see the sadness in her eyes that moment i looked into hers. for now. im just contented im in contact wid cusin Reza. maybe i should gather them together for some coffee session.them, their other half be it wife, fiancee, gf, and maybe their children too. i wuld reali love to have my cousins on my big day. or beta for everything to end. 2 more years to go. can i do it? i donno. i tried before my engagement. and i somehow did nt build the courage to do it. well. im scared. scared to go over dad. im so nt gonna step on his tail.else i will pay the price. im so in dilemma now. -sigh-

on a brighter note, hubby's back frm KL last nite at 1am. yeahness.

DJ Ruxta left this morning for KL with the other DJs for the Vestax Malaysian Championship. Missing him already. He'll be away for 5 days. Though I cant be there, I will pray and hope he do his best. Reminded him how proud I am of him. Though I may sound unsupportive sometimes, bt deep in me, I've always wanted the best for him.
Love u hubby!!

XS will be in KL tmr too to promote the cd. Hope everything goes well for them too.
Thanks to those who came down on 23rd June for the album launching. Many thanks to friends and fans who came and supported them.

If you are interested to order the 21 tracks compilation CD do email them at: the.xscollective@gmail.com for more info.Or you can head down to these selected outlets:Earshot Singapore (http://www.earshot.com.sg/)

Acid Empire performing this Sat at X'scape Skatepark and they will be performing without DJ Ruxta.

as for me, works plenty and stressful. last tuesday body sculpting class was totally worth it. it took away the stress i had at work earlier. but i was back to stress mode come wednesday morning. had meeting the whole day. Im sighin as im typin this out. tmr another long day but gonna meet up my dear matilda. so cant wait to hear all the details for the event happenin on dec this yr and saturday, after work will be my beach chill session wid rinn. i hope she could make it else im heading alone to de-stress.

how i wish i could go for a short trip and relax but sadly i have plenty to do at work. bt come 19th to 21st and 27th to 28th. i'll be on leave for 2 different occasion that ive bn waiting for a very long time.

WOOHOO. one more day to FRIDAY!!