X1

Sony Ericsson X1. Coming soon. WOW. making my monday not so mundane afta all afta viewing this baby.With its Arc Slider design and Windows Mobile in the inside... oh man. shall i just bid iphone goodbye even wen I know who to get it from now..

HMM.. wonder think hard. think harder nurul coz u are suppose to be saving money for ur bigday nt another gadget!!

I shall dream. day dream. :)

oh yea. date with Maria lata. Ice cream waffle, Pedicure and planning for the holiday. Woohoo.

last week of march madness

morning blogheads.

i shall start this entry like a plain old diary. todae is da last fri for march, and todae is also wen kaching comes in to my acc. (*smiles*) well atleast I can get bills sort out and stuffs like dat. yet still controllin my fast fingers oogling @ da online shopping sites. (reminding myself dat traceinny.livejournal.com will be posting their collection todae at 12noon. yessa!)

this week passed kinda fast. tho my wednesday was kinda horrible. i had meetings from morning til 5pm. rushing thro all sorts of reports, document, and process flows and finally doin a system demo session. so i tot, i planned to stay for another 2 more years ere but looking @ da whole thing, im not so sure, wad should I do wid my career path. switching lines will be a risk to take, wid da not-so-much money im earning, im more confuse than before. am i just fit to be in IT line, or perhaps a preskul teacher or a housewife.

since wednesday ive felt da loneliness at work. dear gf is on mc since wed, and will only return work tmr. to do her packing. in case, he pops earlier den we all expected. docs have their way of calculating da weeks. she tot she is 34 weeks pregnant, but was told by her gynae dat she is already 36 weeks. meaning 9 months now. anitime, anyday soon. im so excited for her and her hubby.

my point is. she will be in maternity leave starting early/mid april til july. i will be so damn bored w/o her arnd. tho we are not in da same dept, we are often seen together. a companion at work who understands me, totally. w/o a need to say or explain anythin, she will noe wads my next reaction will be.

but at da same time, i rougly know my working schedule for these few months. i will be tight up wid loads of meetings, audit reviews and doc/reporting. plus, BALI trip is coming soon too. :) and too bad, we will be missing the Family Affair wid da XS.One family and Malaysia's crew, plus da chalet and bbq. (hope dey don miss us, coz no one will do da bbq part.)

wen may comes, it will be bali. wen june comes, dats wer more *weddings* to attend. this coming april, my dear poly couple, Yus and Yan will be getting engage on 5th April, April Floetry on 19th, and Protege on 26th. All lined up events.

Aside from these events to attend.. We are busy planning. emailing da respective people, calling, arranging meet ups and so on so forth. and im glad, we managed to sign the contract wid da photographer for our 3 day event yesterday evening.

Thank you, Abg Azmi from Le Photographe for da great introduction and explaination. Next, I assume will be da videographer and entertainment portion for our Dinner.

Im still waiting for da confirmation call from my caterer tho. spoke to her yesterday and who said I am 'kanchong' to book for catering and stuffs. she told me someone already book her service on da same day as mine. but thank god, she can do 2 projects each week. Fuh!! hope she calls me back todae.

Last but not least, will be da dias and deco portion. Something to think carefully. As this reflects da whole event. I already have one option, but yet to get agreement from parents. I'm expecting tp confirm most of da important big major things to be settle by May before I leave for my holiday. :) The rest will be da invitation cards, inhouse deco, gubahans and doorgifts.

tmr its DEFINITION at Chamber, The Arts House. Then come sunday noon will be cusins bonding over at Farah's crib. Baby Emelda, Cik Ikin coming to see u and make u cry... and evening, will be bbq time wid my future in laws.

ok tgif blogheads!!

NutinMuchToSay

title said it all. nutin much to say ere. nutin much happen. fact is now. PMS-ing, bodyaching terribly, getting lazier and wait hear this. I am seriously putting on weight. for the fast food, junk food and more. and do i look like i care now? NO! i don care for now.. let march ends with fats. but awaits april for i need to loose some pounds. no not dieting. simply just exercising. scrap da junkies wen april comes.

ok dats it. apart from dat. we bought these last friday.

result: sea monkeys hatched. and i still have nt seen dem. they are in da safe hands of RuxtA.

and for my case. since ive messed up the cubes. im still stressing out to get them back to their places. (Note this. stress sampai bole tertido with rubiks cube by my side. LOL)

results are out

most of u have read my entries. me saying test/results, checkups and more.

today i can say it. Alhamdulillah. Im nt diagnose with Breast Cancer.

For almost 3 months i felt as though i have a lump on my right breast. had it check afta 2 month, got me worried all these time. and finally today, after the ultrasound test last 2 weeks in KK, i gotta da results this morning.

Im perfectly fine. but I do have to go for early Mammogram if needed wen i hit da age of 35 or 40. due to strong family history.

Now i could smile. :)

to add to this. last week, a fren told me she got hers removed early this yr. alhamdulillah she is fine now. :) :)

results

today is the results day. i shall leave my crib at 945am. nervous. excited. all in one.

will update more when i get back.

Online Shopping

addiction to a certain likings have always been a part of us. for both boys and girls. trust me. mr dj does shop online too. :)
for his music, shades etc.. soon. nike kicks too.

i got addicted to online shopping now. well they are not the branded ones. bt they sure offer me a whole range of outfits i would definately wear.
from bf's shirt, to bags, belts, tops and dresses.. i would gaze at those sites and the range. some caught my eyes. and definately the urge to buy them was uncontrollable.
i would do a 'save-as' the pictures to my picture folder. afta which ive decided i have saved quite a number, i would do my tabulation.

honestly im still thinkin whether to get one of the top til today since monday (10/3/08)! cant make up my mind at all.

and thro this online shopping, ive been kinda lazy to be walking arnd in and out of shops to browse thro their collection.
if i can save the trouble of just purchasing it 'deskbounded' why need to go thro the hassle walking, pushing, trying them rite?

but that doesnt mean I would purchase all sorts of things online. i definately wont buy bottoms online. skirt or jeans or shorts. a big no-no.
to be honest i always have problem putting on a certain cutting of bottom. which always make me alil stress. not that i have a booty or wad, im very much
'flat' on my back. im honest here and well there is no need to be ashamed i guess. :) and so i would get tops (free size) and bags..

for the things i reali like and want the best quality and fit me nicely, i would browse them CAREFULLY. shades, sweaters/jackets, nike kicks and jeans.
i am such a junkie for these items that i wont DARE to purchase them online. but if I have no choice bt to get NIKE KICKS online, i would do so. when there are
NO MORE stock in SG (for my size)...

online shopping can be addictive too. just like normal shopping!!!!
(but i have to constantly remind myself that i cant shop TOO much.. :) )

Friends

friends. and so i tot i could live w/o them. at times. i admit, im more to be a 'loner'. and my bestest fren at all times will be all time companion-handphn.
i usuali will be around them but still constantly smsing others. my bad habit that is. i do that while im with my frens and i am practising to stop that bad habit
when hubby is arnd me. its disrespecting.

i was kinda aloof by the whole paranoia world of mine. perhaps wad a fren mentioned was indeed true. i cant expect others to know my expectations. and not all think alike
tho it is the most logical thing to approach a matter/situation. i told myself to go MIA-ing. but i realised it all happened in febuary. bt come march, mood swings.changes.
yadayada.blabla.

and wen i received a call from a gf, informing me to meet up in the evening to visit another gf in the hospital. i said ya.sure. and i was happy to hear her voice.
and i realised i have changed afta i did one thing in the elevator. ive changed on that kinda unexpected event. haha. it was not serious ofcoz but they did said "since wen i do dat?"

we talked. we laughed.
times we spent in poly that will stay for now, once a while. since most are busy working.

true enuff wad he mentioned to me. tho in silence, we do reminisce the times we had back in school. before and afta classes/lectures.

and i tot i could stay a loner. no. i do need them around.
a cusin did told me. there are times wen u just wanna be with your love one. just u and him.
there will be times where u just wanna be alone. and there will be times u want to be in a big group.

DEFINITION

If you dont know what the definition of hip-hop is, then let this event explain it to you. Witness some of the best in the local hip-hop scene as they showcase the different style and colour of hip-hop music in this 2 and a half hour show. With a star studded line-up, this is definitely an event not to be missed. So mark your calenders people!

Date/Day: 29th March 2008, Saturday
Time: 3pm sharp
Venue: Chamber, The Arts House
Admission: Pre-sale $5, Door $8 (early birds get a free mixtape)
*Email 65hope@gmail.com for more information and pre-sale tickets!

See ya'll there! Peace!

*Entry taken from 65 & Hope

If you love hiphop or wanna see the real, true and finest hiphop acts in SG/MY, please do come down and give your support.

the weekend

xs chalet was fun filled time spent with the usual clan. giler as usual. we went home on saturday nite while the rest were still arnd. its so touching wen they do not wanna us to leave. bid us gdbye. and stuffs like dat.

well. we were the bbq couple. =p

Sunday was my nephew's 12th bday. normal family affair. A happy belated 12th Birthday to my nephew, Taufik.

A Member Nominated

A Brand New Feeling nominated in Anugerah Planet Musik 2008.

Show some love to XS.One very own Rauzan Rahman.

Vote "Kasih Mengapa" for most popular song!
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*Copied entry from XSCETERA

age matters

ok my bad. and so i tot she's 62. fact is mumsie is 1 yr older. 63yrs of age to be exact. ive always tot she's 55 all the time. i donno y. while my bros kept teasin she's 45 all the time. :)

i guess the 4 of us got the 'young' look of age from our parents. eldest bro will be 41. then the other 40 this yr and not to mention my last bro. will be 35 this july. but don we all look young. guess i can be excuse due to my lack of maturity in dressing. yea ppl still describe me as still "mcm budak-budak". hah. wadeva.

tho the term "budak-budak" is still likeable for now. i am infact fighting against "ageing". yes. i can feel that my skin is wrinkling up. ive neva been so into toner, mosturiser til today. even the one especially for the eye. invested 79bucks to get the shishedo whitening eye cream last 2 months.

besides that. stretch marks! oh hell yea i do have them. thanks to my body. i gained fast and i loose fast too. well dats the good and bad thing i guess. and therefore. my skin has lost its elasticity. i hate them. i have them on my upper arms. my chest. my legs. my thighs. butt too. stretchmarks and cellulite.. are they the same. if they are then ARGGHH!

ok ageing. i am ageing. i am a quarter century. but im still young at heart. my externally. im nt. im so outta here. toodles.

ps: im wearing a yellow top today. to those who noes me well. i don like yellow. and i neva did own a yellow top before. except for my Pegasus PE tshirt from queensway sec. Ironicly, I was not in Pegasus hse. but i collect all the 5 houses tshirts. Hahaha!

Happy 62nd Bday Mom!

Happy 62nd Bday to my mom.
Ikin sayang mak!!

Took leave yesterday. Went to visit them afta my medical checkup.
Brought them to Jurong Point.
Got dad a Crocodile top and mom a Scholl footwear. :D

I was having cold sweats while waiting for my turn. Nothing was found during consultation.
Went for the test. Big ones wasnt found but discovered something else. Images were captured.
Results will be in 2 weeks time. *haiz*

Hope its really nothin.

Happy Birthday

Happy 67th Birthday to my dad. Today is his bday and on wednesday will be my mum's.

Semoga Allah panjangkn umur bapak dan murah kn rezeki mu sekali. Insya'allah.

and yes. we managed to do the booking last sat. as I reached home much earlier than i expected.

and tmr will be the test. i hope its nutin and just my paranoia.

shocking news

took urgent leave today. and gotta cancel our appointment wid the bridal place.

my uncle just passed away this morning. not sure of the whole story yet. all we know, a taxi driver and he was on nite shift. he was robbed. not sure if he was killed or wad.

though we are not close to him and his family. we do feel their lost. i still cant picture how they could have felt having police officers knocking at their door at 6am. telling them that they lost a husband and a father.

Body is still in the hospital. can only be brought back home at 12noon. Family members, relatives are there waiting.

i'll end my entry here for today.

My condolences to cik ida, ain, fazli and aidil.

May Allah bless his soul. Amin.