Friends

friends. and so i tot i could live w/o them. at times. i admit, im more to be a 'loner'. and my bestest fren at all times will be all time companion-handphn.
i usuali will be around them but still constantly smsing others. my bad habit that is. i do that while im with my frens and i am practising to stop that bad habit
when hubby is arnd me. its disrespecting.

i was kinda aloof by the whole paranoia world of mine. perhaps wad a fren mentioned was indeed true. i cant expect others to know my expectations. and not all think alike
tho it is the most logical thing to approach a matter/situation. i told myself to go MIA-ing. but i realised it all happened in febuary. bt come march, mood swings.changes.
yadayada.blabla.

and wen i received a call from a gf, informing me to meet up in the evening to visit another gf in the hospital. i said ya.sure. and i was happy to hear her voice.
and i realised i have changed afta i did one thing in the elevator. ive changed on that kinda unexpected event. haha. it was not serious ofcoz but they did said "since wen i do dat?"

we talked. we laughed.
times we spent in poly that will stay for now, once a while. since most are busy working.

true enuff wad he mentioned to me. tho in silence, we do reminisce the times we had back in school. before and afta classes/lectures.

and i tot i could stay a loner. no. i do need them around.
a cusin did told me. there are times wen u just wanna be with your love one. just u and him.
there will be times where u just wanna be alone. and there will be times u want to be in a big group.