Girlfriends

I have been feeling down lately. All seemed monotonous. the low spirit doesn't really help me much adapting to the new environment. As I look myself in the mirror, face and body all seem to be NOT ok.

No RuxtA, it's not because of u at all that I am in this state. Probably I was not mentally prepared for all of this to happen just too soon. Apart from all this, I am very much excited for our big day. Penning down the important dates for our pre-marriage course, Romm registration, Indoor/Outdoor Photoshoot, etc.

But thankfully after 4 days here, I am getting use to it. (I guess) and so today is T.G.I.F. No reason for me to be gloomy, rite? and ofcoz.. I made a plan to meet up with my starbucks liat towers "cheerleaders". sad to know rinn won't be able to join us. We all gotta understand that fitness trainer is always busy. busy buffing up other ppl's body. Haha.

Well surprised myself that out of many ppl, I planned for a gathering. Yes I miss these girls alot. We only meet once/twice/thrice a year, but we all know we always remember each other. Furthermore what best time to meet as 3 of us (aisha, myself and rinn (in order)) are getting hitch this year and ana will have her big day most probably next year or so. For Aisha and myself, we have known each other for 10 years. She is finally getting hitch after 12 years together and myself after 10 years.

All I can say my r/s with girlfriends aren't that much to dwell about. I MIA almost all the time or not invited/informed or so. No hard feelings there girls. I've kept it for long and so I decided to pen it down now. It's now or never rite. Honestly I have put all that behind me and I respected whatever you all are doing. I am just happy and glad to know that all of you are doing fine, meeting up frequently and most of all in good health and happy. :) That matters most to me. Cause I am not that sort who knows how to express my true friendship, but when I do (sometimes people don't appreciate me) so I merely don't matter anymore about nitty gritty things.

So I can't wait to have girls time this evening. It's been so damn long.. months or wait a year or so. Nxt official gathering with them again will be 7th March. (All 4 will be present. All were informed 2 months in adv so book that date!!)

For today, my gloomy feeling gonna stop. Weekend is here. Woohoo!

Happy Advance V Day to all.