Happy 1 year Engagement Anniversary Hubby.

Past few days had been shitty between us. i admit i acted lyke a total bitch. on the other side, u did upset me dat saturday nite though. :(

All dat aside. well today is a starting of a brand new week. 11th June 06 we got engaged. and today 11th June 07, we will be having a simple celebration together.

I love you so much. I really do. Muacks!!

Hate That I Love You

As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)
can't remember what you did

But I hate...
You know exactly what to do
so that I cant stay mad at you
for too long thats wrong

But I hate...
You know exactly how to touch
so that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no more
said I despise that i adore you


And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...)
and I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..)
but I just cant let you go
and I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

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I LOVE U SO MUCH! Lets have a good cosy dinner tonite. Muacks!!
2 more yrs to go til our big day. Insya'allah.

PS: Thanx to my future baby sis in law, sila for making the reservation seats for us. muah!

I dyed my hair to basic dark brown colour. comments have been bad lately. still i don give a fark. ive been whining for the past 6 months to get this done. and when finally i did it, ppl commented they prefer my bleached blonde hair. ok lets say. for now i shall satisfy my parents 1st. they hated me wid dat hair color. shall make them smile for awhile before i decide to do some major striking highlites in few mnths time.

Hint: Joss Stone/Kelly Osbourne

for now. my hair looks more like this. i think. haha.