This year, Ramadhan feels so different. for me atleast.
and I believe Syawal will be the same too.
The tension, the anger, the grudge, the disrespectful.......
I do not know how to put in words.
But I believe, I'm immuned to the situation.
I hope for the better. for them in near future.
I hope this year, they will be celebrating it in a new place.

but stilll the anger lives.. how will the future be...
we were all once a happy family.....

it is still too early to say nor predict.. assumptions are all im doing rite now.
shall wait for the day.. the day of new freedom together with separation..........

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Side track..

Happy 14th Birthday to my niece, Erna Natasha and Happy 12th Birthday to hubby's nephew Izwan.

and not forgetting...

An advance 23rd birthday to my home bitch.wahaha. the sizzling hot "i love my hair" Tina. Lurve u babe.. Muacks!!