and so i was over reacting bout da whole agenda. well tell me something new bout dat.i am always over reacting. i was even reminded to stop hearing the voices in my head. thats for a gd cause ofcoz. somehow each time an argument was brought up. another matter will be brought up too. interlinking matters will be colliding and joint becoming one whole big matter. but there is always a catch to every argument. that we will be lovey dovey once again. you can neva underestimate the power of love.

exchanging smses in between meetings does make me things much much clearer. that talk on the phn does help this pee brain of mine. contracting every minute due to the headache and not forgetting my stuffy nose.

sadly why do I always have to upset him. why is it often me making the mistakes all over again. not realising that I've done it before and repeatingly doing it. getting scolded again. brought up the matter again. argue again. well all goes in a repeat process. but..

he still loves me the same and that's why I adore everybit of him.

as I'm finishing this line, we are ok. fine. no more argument. this and that. I guess I gotta be seriously thinking straight. and not to over react. but hmm.. will that eva change in me? being petty and oversensitive. i donno. i am trying hard though. but thank you for giving me the chance to..

from wad i see now. they are one person. they are the same person. therefore I see them as ONE. The person I love. but I know you long enuff compared to I know him. Still you often remind me without me there is no him.

to be honest dear, without your full determination, there will be no HIM.

Hasrin Hasmoon and DJ Ruxta. I love you both. so much.