The Sprained Ankle

Its been awhile I do the kicking and as I need yesterday, someone tackled me hard and down I went. Yea I sprained my left ankle. Don't look that bad to me but my lady boss is worried and told me I would need to go for a "urut" session.

I don't mind going for the massage only if it comes from my own bapak.
But just worried that he won't only massage my ankle, put the veins to the right place but include the "mengamok". I really hope he dont start stoppin me from playing sports.

Hopes Hard!!

Overall I had fun yesterday. it was my 1st time to Fico Sports Hub. Hope this ankle cures fast because I have plans for this weekend. Plus I will be having futsal training every tues/wed for Futsal (Inter-SBU games) among all the Keppel yards this August.

it feels like a saturday coz im here at wk with my Nike sandals. yes. slacker!

Booked my dear bapak already. Its gonna be urut time this evening.
And thanks to me for not knowing to sit still, I walked around so much since morning that I think it kinda swell down alil.

yeahness!

Doggface @ Family Affair II

The "i don give a shit/f**k to anybody" Pendekar.XS aka Doggface. Just wanna share his performance here in my blog. He performed our favourite track. Now I guess most peeps would sing along to the chorus part. Take a listen and u will know wad I mean.

For those who missed 65&Hope's Family Affair 2 held recently at The Chamber, Arts House here is DoggFace aka Pendekar's performance.

DoggFace tracklist of his live set is as follows:

1) Set It On Fire (Intro)
2) Fuck The Industry (Feat. The Ish) - This track can be previewed on Xclusive Online Radio podcast 3
3) Snake & Ladder (Feat. Chavito)
4) Falsafah Pendekar (Feat. Falsafah)

Weekend Random Madness | Hip Hop Workshop

Finally it's a weekend. This wkend is one of those rare cases that I'm not out for any gigs or wadsoeva.Today I'm gonna visit my parents and my aunt will be coming over to discuss on the deco and gubahans, etc.

And FORTUNATELY, I do have some stuffs to clear today and so I've decided to do overtime. Like wad yoie mentioned in her blog, its OT season is back for her and for me too. =p Well since there are work to do, why not rite?

(fact that I'm multiplying now. Haha)
Short break la :D

After that short break i took in the morning. Its 2pm now as I'm typing this line.
Note to self. Have a break! ok that is why im continuing to type random. Hungry and so I took 3 mini biscuits from my colleague. He's not around tho and so I said "Richard! i take 3 ar. ok thanks".. Haha. We usually do that to each other lor..

Earlier I chatted with my manager via YM. She didnt come to wk due to some other urgent issues bt managed to login to "check" on my progress for today's issue. And we chatted bout other things too. She finally asked bout zulie and so I told her that Zulie has already given birth last month. hehe. My bad that I did not inform her. Tho Zulie and I are from a different dept, most ppl here knows we are like "belangkas".. :D

She was telling me a sad story. Her relative passed away last nite due to Breast Cancer. Scary illness. She only got to know that she was diagnose with cancer 3 months ago. She went for therapy yesterday afternoon by died at night. and I tot medicine and all suppose to atleast cure ppl but in this case, it failed.
Due to this, 2 of her kids are left an orphan. One 13yrs old and the other 16. My lady boss big brother might adopt them.

I remembered the last time I tot I might have breast cancer. Went to checkups and all. Thank god it wasnt. But for the best, when I reached the age of mid 30s, I will need to go for checkup and get advice if I can go for an early Mammogram. I ordered a pink ribbon bracelet in a support to Breast Cancer Foundation via Avon products and today I'm getting it from my SIL. Woohoo. That will be my 2nd fav bracelet. My 1st will be this current G.F.F. bracelet bought by my GFF (Tina, Yan, Sher and Amy). A gift for me on my Engagement Day 2 yrs ago.

Gosh I have few minutes left to 1430. Yeah. Gonna clear as much as I can within this few minutes and gonna leave this place as messy as it is now. Haha.

Ok people. random entry by me. toodles.
have a great weekend aite!

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Hip Hop Workshop

E-tracX Presents: Hip Hop Workshop
Nee Soon East CC

25th May 2008

1600hrs onwards

Yo peeps, RuxtA.XS original phamily E-tracX is organising a Hip Hop Workshop at Nee Soon East CC this Sunday at 1600hrs.

If you're an aspiring Emcee, Dj, Graffiti Artist, B-Boy, Beat-Boxer, Producer or simply just love Hip Hop or its forums. Come on down, maybe you can get tips and tricks of the trade. What it got to be in the Hip-Hop game.

Speakers and demonstrators in the workshop will be Dj KoFlow *Fader Masters*& Dj Shellsuit *KoLab*, B-boy Felix *Radical Force* and MC Garuda *Golden Triangle Records*.

You might be able to put your hands on the wax and scratch your a** off like your homeboy Dj RuxtA.

Oh did I told you that its free! Yup!

Come on down,cause you know that ShowStars.Inc will. See you there.

Girlfriends

Since its a TGIF tho I still have to come to work tmr. but wadeva it is.
Im feeling Friday.

15mins before my meeting later. here i am browsing Livejournals. yea wadelse if its not the Online Shopping.Well just browsing not purchasing. Ive tied my hand for this month. Thank god I endured well.I wouldnt wanna start coz once start cant stop. It will crazee to know just in a day I could have ordered more than 2 tops in different sites.

I am controlling my spendings from now on.

As I'm typing this, I am chatting with Amy. My kecik friend. :)
For some reason, we can talk and talk bout online shopping. Cant believe we actuali shared the same interest now. Beside cute boys. Ahakz.

Teman online shopping ku. Sayang ko mie.

Im feeling silly and really miss my gfs rite now.
Amy, Sher, Yan and Tina.
Rinn, Aisha and Ana
Zulie and my cusins too...

These bunch know how silly I can be and usuali i can be myself with them around.

Oh I miss them. I do I do!!

Hypertension

I'm beginning to have bad headache since last year. My few years here and I've never felt so much heartache before. makan hati betul. Til eventually I sometimes bring work problems home. Which definately not good rite?

Eventually 2 people already managed to put me in high blood pressure mode. No doubt.
2 women. Somehow in the same department but different section.

I had a bad year 4th quater of last yr. But this year, she subsides her hype-ness together with rudeness. And so I tot I'm back to do better with less headache and heartache. I was so wrong when another woman joined the company. Too hyper, too thick-skin.. hear this VERY ANNOYING and IRRITATIN. What made matters worst is she's a MALAY. A person I would less likely to pull so much pain here in this company.

Ok I admit, I do find some girls here kinda minah. Some only. But for herself, she is not. but now I prefer the minahs more than her. (Reason coz I don interact with Minahs in my jobscope) Then again, there is no reason for her to be so Hyper with work and please do give me that "i worked so hard here til late".. Don't ever surrender your bloody life for work and worst still to impress your bosses that you are better than the rest there
who has been here for more than 2 yrs or so. This is practical life, not BOOKS u read in school. Or wait. Did I tell u I dont give a damn even if you are a NTU/NUS student.
So wad?! Hear this, I have a colleague working side by side with me. Yes high flyer student. But come to practical stuffs. MESSY. CRY and more.

Working life is based on experience and depends how much you know bout the whole process the company is dealing with. Not by books. They are not written in detail. Thank You!

Arrgghh. I'm letting this anger out early in the morning. Cannot take it anymore lah!!

Her requirements kept changing. Hey Im here to do some other work not only to settle your bloody stuffs ok. keep your requirements right. Don keep changin it. best thing was I told her, I'm not gonna take her words for an answer. Atleast not from some random ppl. YES! I said that. Word for word. I gotta send a political email to her bosses and my boss. From there I will deal it myself. So much of her interacting with her boss which may not be right information download I guess. Office POLITICS. Fed Up!

FYI, I just came out from my own manager's room after sending the Politic email. Lady boss is really angry at that girl. which means she let out the anger to me. But no worries. Use to it already. and ok just hang up the call with her again, now its meant for me. but its for my own good. respect that. She often got my back for everything.

Nervous

I'm beginning to get nervous and scared each time I heard couples getting married this yr or next yr already having their own place. Seriously it does freaks me out. Fact is the 2nd important thing afta marriage is own crib.

Its like a plan. Written down in permanent black ink in my head.

We are planning to look for a place end of this year. If it was for a newly built hse, we don't mind. Thing is we are looking for a resale flat. Afterwhich, resale flat means loads of cash to be surrender. Which adds up more headache to us.

For the past few months, I heard friends getting hitch soon and they are paying quite a number of kaching for weddings on certain things. Like the last one was a $2388 wedding ring. wow! Its damn farking nice no doubt. Next I was wondering how come can fork out alot for it, then I found out parents are sponsoring the wedding. Only need to buy is wedding ring.

Tak ke GEREK tu?!

Then some other friends too mostly were sponsored by parents. They only need to buy certain things on their own. So I don find a reason why not they splurged for the best for deco, andaman and more rite. Lucky them. Seriously. Honestly I envy them.

I'm not saying that I'm unlucky. It just means I have to work harder. We have to work harder for our wedding, future home and future family. Yea we are totally on our own. We do not have a working parents, especially for mine.

They are resting at home, and I don see why must they pay for me afta all these years. Dad invested so much for me to studies. Tho he is a strict dad, he never really scold me for wad I've done. (tho sometimes I have to lie to get out of it) Mom is the best mom. She cooks and all. Take care of us and hear this.. my mom nags but never scold or shout at us.
The most patient woman I've known. I know she has alil savings wanting to pay for my gubahan, sireh dara, bunga paha and bunga rampai. So thoughtful of her, but I would rather that she keeps that money for herself.

Finally tmr I'm meeting my aunt to discuss with the deco stuffs. Hope she gets the idea of how I want it to be. *prays hard*

Do More.

We have decided to buy ourselves a domain for our site.
Now that it has officially launched and people are beginning to visit our site.
Thanks to Freaky Z aka Fazli for making that shoutout at 65hope page.

Now just more determine to put in more that wads planned into ShowStars webpage.
Not that using a blogger is whack (ok and i tot so after comparing to own domain sites), but instead of the usual event highlights and reviews,
album reviews and most of all I need to work on my photography skills fast. We plan to put in more like interviews and some random hot gossip or rather trivia matters happenin in local scene.

There are few things I wanna invest in for photography but as in for now, I had to put it on hold.
Juggling work and doing 'media' (as in pics, reviews and all) are hardwork. seriously. adding up with the play time too. I gotta admit, I'm tired but I enjoying it.
Fact it, it does push my stress away on certain issues.

Then I realised that true enuff I never have a f*cking passion in my life. Like seriously, wad the hell do I reali like to do or am I just a follower.
And I realised each time i feel intimidated, i begin to feel Miss Quit coming along.. wad a bloody mindset!

I seriously need to put in more effort, more work in the things im currently pursuing.
Tho the finest fact I am already tired to work 730-430 manner, but wad else can I do? sigh.

randomly tiring.

oh below just me and my new black patent shoe. wahaha. thanks eh guys for complimenting.
Thanks Fai aka Influent.XS for willing to take the shot me. oh yes i noe i look silly.

but who cares. =D

Merpati Creations Graduating Juru Andam

Congratulation to Kak Musyati Mustafa for emerging 1st place for the Make Up Exam.
It was a Presentation way of Examination for 10 graduating Juru Andam of Merpati Creations.

I was her model for the exam yesterday. And I'm so happy that she passed with flying colours. I believed her hardwork and effort paid off well yesterday afternoon.

Her friends and family members began taking pics of her and myself. Yea Yea. I joined in the glamour *winks* But its not bout me, its all her work on my face and hair.

I would like to wish her good luck in he future projects/assignments.

*more pics will be uploaded soon*

Our greatest superhero.

Last year in the morning of Hari Raya Haji, she left all of her loved ones in this world. Honestly I did not receive your text msg bout the news til u text me the next day.
I was sorry.

Many things happened last year, especially few months before her departure..
Tho Im not someone close to your family but I've known so much like Im part of it.

I understand the sorrowness you are goin thro..I've heard before that you hate her. But I know its just a remark you said out of anger. Each time you said bad things bout her, I would tell you off straightaway.

She was your flesh and blood. No matter how bad things were, she was someone VERY important to your life.

I remembered last 2 years, you went to look for her everyday afta work, tho you were fasting during Ramadhan, you neva fail to look for her whereva she could be.I was glad when you told me she came back. Then few weeks later, I heard another not so good news.
After which, another few months came with another set of sad news.

Now all these had already past. Lets not look back and think too much about it.

You asked me when's the day and I told wad's the date.. and this is the first time I hear you said that you miss her. 1st time I heard you really do miss someone deeply. I donno how you are feeling now but if I put myself in your position, I would definately breakdown and cry thro'out day and night. When I read your text msg, I stopped and had a slight tear in my eyes.. it makes me ponder what will happen to me when she leave me.

I could express much thro the text msg, but I hope wadeva I said makes you feel beta gdfren..

Sedekahkan Ibu mu Al-Fatihah esok, doakan agar Allah SWT mencucuri roh ye. Amin.
Sambil ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu" pada ye.

She will be very happy to see your commitment as a son and eldest brother. You have done well all these years. No one will really understand your feelings and wad you are goin thro. All i could do is listen to wadeva you have to say each time.

You have done well my goodfren.

Here I would like to say to my own mom..
"Mak, I'm sorry wheneva I raised my voice at you. I often take your kindness and patience for granted since I was lil. Im so spoilt and take advantage of my status in the family for granted. You know how much I love you. I really do. Each time I kissed you on your cheek when I came to visit you and when I wanna go back. I missed your cookings and I thanked you for cooking our favourite dished wheneva we dropped by. Thank you for loving Arin like your own son. I know you are excited to have a son-in-law this time. :) Wheneva I sat alone and think wad will happen to me if its your time to leave, I can neva imagine how I will react and live my life. You are my everything. Thank you for loving me so much and still take me like your lil baby girl tho I'm all grown up now. Thank you for all your sacrifices you have done for me. I love you Mak. I do. Muacks!"

I would like to wish all Mothers a Happy Mother's Day.

Without you moms, there will be no us.

New Love | ShowStars.Inc

Hey, I hear you found a new love..
And she looks alot like me..
Who is your new love..

My favourite track for this week.
New Love by Masia One.

Born in Singapore, 1982, but moved to Canada at a very young age. Now reciding in Toronto but still represents Singapore. In 2003, she began her own record label known as M1 Group and subsequently released her debut album Mississauga. Masia One became the first female rapper to be nominated for "Best Rap Video" in the MuchMusic Video Awards.

To know more, visit http://www.masiaone.com/

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Oh Yes people!! Hear this..

We have officially launch ShowStars.Inc

Where we dedicate to the local Arts community of Singapore. Mainly our aims are for the Hip Hop goers. Do give us the support aite!

Random-ness Part II: The Cool Lupe Fiasco

Me and RuxtA find Lupe to be cool chill.
Maria will describe Lupe as Yummy.

We spent Wednesday evening watching his music videos in YouTube.

Lyrically defined. Way he flows. his style. his cute face when he puts on the specs.
Cool Cool Cool. Define his latest album The Cool so well. Suits him for sho.

Plus Lupe is a muslim. I passed Maria the track "Muhammad Walks" last month. Not sure wad she thinks bout the lyrical part.
But one thing we sure know that it is madly sick. (hiphop slang as in gerek giler ok)

*suka!!!*

Random-ness Part I

Semakin ku melihat mu..
Semakin ku mengenal mu..
Walaupun Ku tahu Kau begitu..
Ya Sudahlah Kau tetap Cinta ku..

IronMan | Registered

It was the simplest Saturdae eva compared to the other Saturdae's I had for the past few months. I got my afternoon nap, got to chat wid my fren on da phn for awhile and off for my practice. 2155, it was IronMan time. It was damn great. As tech savvy as eva, the technology incorporated in that movie did amazed me.

I was like "woah thats so cool" (like a young boy)..

It past midnite, thank god we decided to watch at Cathay Causewaypoint only (so near to hm).. and had an early sleep. Thank you hubby for the nite and helped me to register the Shape Run 08. Woohoo. Training soon. 5km yeahness..

Missing my W960i now, sent her for servicing and will only be collecting it tmr. Tuesday evening, audition time. I am nervous and excited at the same time.. i am no where compared to the rest of the girls. Im no longer slim like i used to last year, more lovehandles, do not have distinct sharp features, cant do a good catwalk and more.. I am doing this out of fun and experience, not that I am so passionate bout it but I enjoy it. I'm just a beginner, not sure wad it will be for the time to come. Sure just trying my luck, if they love me, then Alhamdulillah.. Else, I could always try again..

oh well. gonna visit my dear parents later. toodles people.

Happy Sunday.

Shape Run 2008

My dear giler as eva Beyonce-Shakira lookalike gf, Rinn (look more like shakira now wid da hair color) wanna me to join her for the Shape 5km-10km run this July.
Since I am a sports ethuasist too, I said aite but Im goin for 5km. Let her take 10km. To her 5km is nutin.But for someone who has been giving running a miss almost few years. I had to set a goal of 5km.

To you ladies who are intested and wanna challenge yourself, and if you wanna join ..
You may register here.
http://www.shape.com.sg/shaperun08/

July 20, 2008 (Sunday)
7.30am @ The Padang
$30 per registration.

PS: Mummy Zulie, kamu mau tk? haha. better dont.. save ur energy for Keppel SBU Vertical Marathon this August ok. Or maybe KRC 2.4km run :)