i went to HDB today with abg and parents. and to my sadness. there is no 3 room unit available for rent this month. i gave my number incase there is any unit nxt month, i will be informed. but i just hope there are units nearer to work. but for sure, im taking the west side area. i controlled my tears infront of mom and dad. the fact, i was reali sad bout it. now im feeling all depress, sad and upset. how i wish dad had not sold the 3rm flat in Tanglin Halt 5 yrs ago. i hope i will get the unit one day. in da meantime, im finding other ways in getting a 3rm flat for rent. if i use agent, it will be super expensive, as much as 1300-1600 a month and need to pay up 6 months of that amout upfront. ogosh. i have money. but not dat much money. plus paying a rent fee up to that amount a month, im sure can pay up but not able to save up for marriage. im stress. and i think i stressed up some ppl too. especially hubby. sorri hubby. thanks for listening to my problems and ur suggestion was ok bt not acceptable to dad. i guess u shuld noe him beta by now.

for now. im just surfing net here in Pasir ris place and doing my work since im on leave today. on leave pun on leave tapi werk nak kena buat jugak.. haiz.. deadlines! i hate deadlines!

on the lighter note. 3 more days. i can say.. aku KAYA.. aku KAYA sekejap sahaje. =p