just an hr plus ago i mentioned bout politic? money issues? hah. im grown to be too immune bout all these. yes ppl. i will give money. bt im not telling u all now. reason. u will want more and nt appreciate me being nice all these while. tot im stingy rite?


so you ppl wanna me to treat you all for makan. i can do dat for the family. y not? nieces and nephews wanna new make-up, dress, games, gadgets, toys? yes. u will get them soon. honestly. despite the advertisement of keppel. seems like whole singapore has already know the digit we are bringing home. so y should i hide the number to anyone. its in channel news asia, straits times, tamil paper and more. hiding and be secretive wont do me any gd. furthermore my sis in law already declare to my mom last month since we are in da same company. so yup. im gonna please everyone. yes all 16 of you. each of you will get something from me.

the baby girl. the baby sis. the youngest aunt.


in addition to dat. im keeping some for MARRIAGE. yes. its for a gd start. starting next month. monthly savings for marriage. this i WONT forget. i WONT make it a miss. i WONT. each month. saving for my happiness is top of my list. meaning. friends. i wont be too generous for a treat i used to give ya. bt i will do for special occasions. im afterall. the kakak. haha.


well. enuff for now. just a lil frustrated actuali. coz one of those ppl asking for a sudden treat is a non member to the family. yes. bt she's been nice to us. so y not rite. honestly i don realli mind. if u get to noe me. im quite ok. bt once im tight. i will go bonkers. yup. fuck my moodswings.


ok. im out. 2nd entry in less than 2 hrs. gotta stop.