This post was written on the 14th January 07
Ive made up my mind. Im clearer of things as I woke up this morning. Last nite conversation with mom was worth it. Period. Though there were some unpleasant words that came out from me. I was kinda pissed with some parts of da story. This is usually da case of the money. I noe this duit masuk thing is making a lot of fuss about almost many people who I would call them da mata merah mutherfuckers.
I have my own life. I earn my own money. I don depend on my parents anymore for money. I give them money now. I take care of them by providing them money. Yes. Coz we stay separately. Despite dat, I gave them respect and showers them with endless love and care.
I have my own life. I earn my own money. I don depend on my parents anymore for money. I give them money now. I take care of them by providing them money. Yes. Coz we stay separately. Despite dat, I gave them respect and showers them with endless love and care.
Dats my responsibility. Im not complaining.
At da early age of 15, ive already know that I will be taking care of them til their old age. I will bring them in with me. Therefore there goes getting a boyfriend who can not only love me but my family, best still my parents. Yes and Ive found one. He is now my fiance. He loves my parents like his own. Especially to my mom. Im fortunate to have him as my future husband. Not all male counterparts would wanna bring in old people into their house. Trust me especially my dad. Ok maybe not just the man. But maybe modern ladies don prefer to have them in too. Well, im speaking as of general. Well some might think having them in will be a nuisance. Ders where they state to have ideas to put their parents in the old folks home.
At da early age of 15, ive already know that I will be taking care of them til their old age. I will bring them in with me. Therefore there goes getting a boyfriend who can not only love me but my family, best still my parents. Yes and Ive found one. He is now my fiance. He loves my parents like his own. Especially to my mom. Im fortunate to have him as my future husband. Not all male counterparts would wanna bring in old people into their house. Trust me especially my dad. Ok maybe not just the man. But maybe modern ladies don prefer to have them in too. Well, im speaking as of general. Well some might think having them in will be a nuisance. Ders where they state to have ideas to put their parents in the old folks home.
How cruel is that?!
Im not trying to say that im da angelic daughter, my point is. I love my parents so much and im moving out soon. Yes. Moving outta here. I don wanna be nuisance to my brother nor his family. I don wanna be a burden to them. Fact is I don wanna be blame for anything and main factor I don wanna create more trouble for you to control or tell around people about my financial, my earnings, my salary and my status at work. Its my mutherfarking life for goodness sake. I may have spend it on some unnecessary things but I don owe ppl money for dat. Dat is all my own money. I worked hard for it. I deserve them all.
Im moving out soon and Im bringing my parents in. It will be a rented flat. A 2 room flat. I don mind if I have to share bed with mom or sleep in the living room alone. Ive stayed in a small house before so I don mind at all. If this can make me a happier person and make my parents happy, I don mind going to this extra mile just to do so. Ive not decide on the area yet but most probably in Marsiling or Teck Whye. Wherever it is, it needs to be accessible for them to go to the market or polyclinic for their frequent check ups.
Once I get the full information and place and get all the facilities and new sofa (requested by mom), I wish to move in by March. Once all confirm, then I spill the news to the family. I know this will be a bigger responsibility on my side but Im taking this as a start for everything especially before I get married and have my own place. I would wanna them to be comfortable in their own place. I hope Allah gives me strength to hold on to my anger and strength to make my wish come true all these years. Ive dreamt of this for a very long time. I hope my wish come true this time. Insyaallah.
Im not trying to say that im da angelic daughter, my point is. I love my parents so much and im moving out soon. Yes. Moving outta here. I don wanna be nuisance to my brother nor his family. I don wanna be a burden to them. Fact is I don wanna be blame for anything and main factor I don wanna create more trouble for you to control or tell around people about my financial, my earnings, my salary and my status at work. Its my mutherfarking life for goodness sake. I may have spend it on some unnecessary things but I don owe ppl money for dat. Dat is all my own money. I worked hard for it. I deserve them all.
Im moving out soon and Im bringing my parents in. It will be a rented flat. A 2 room flat. I don mind if I have to share bed with mom or sleep in the living room alone. Ive stayed in a small house before so I don mind at all. If this can make me a happier person and make my parents happy, I don mind going to this extra mile just to do so. Ive not decide on the area yet but most probably in Marsiling or Teck Whye. Wherever it is, it needs to be accessible for them to go to the market or polyclinic for their frequent check ups.
Once I get the full information and place and get all the facilities and new sofa (requested by mom), I wish to move in by March. Once all confirm, then I spill the news to the family. I know this will be a bigger responsibility on my side but Im taking this as a start for everything especially before I get married and have my own place. I would wanna them to be comfortable in their own place. I hope Allah gives me strength to hold on to my anger and strength to make my wish come true all these years. Ive dreamt of this for a very long time. I hope my wish come true this time. Insyaallah.
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